30th December 1993.
She's One In A Million♥
Azirah Alus K. Ayid H. Dian Hazwani Muhd Khidhir Mohd Zaki♥ Tasneem ♥♥Wirda Izzati♥♥
“When There's Up, There's Down”
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 || 8:48 PM
Heyy ...
What actually happen to the world huh ?
I dont understand !
We're drifting appart.
One with her "friends".
One with his " work"
Me and the little boy ? left out ?
I know, its fate. But Allah always give a chance for us to try right .
Easy say huh ? IM THE ONE SUFFER UNDERSTAND !
I dont feel like continuing this post whil crying .
But i have to ! I hope you both understand what i feel now !
No , You guys wont understand . Yea maybe you guys thinks that im kind of wont care whats happening . Cos i NEVER share my problems with you guys BEFORE .
Im not the kind which wants to do those things . i rather keep myself alone , I dont need to tell you guys. it will be better ! But come on . so what ? You guys as elderly, think about us .
Seperating is easy to say , but hard for others .
I dont want to talk to you guys animore . My patience has stopped. Sorry , leave me alone from now onwards . I guess there's one person which realli know's me . Thats my malay teacher . She talks to me just now . She told me that i must not stress myself . But she also mention this. * You seem to be smiling , happy, enjoying but i noe that ure stress . * sighss . I will Stop Loving people deeply . Cos You guys make me feel that way . THANKS ALOT AH!
' ape nak jadi jadi uh '
I better stop posting bout this.
The second part is this .
Ok its stupid, if friends fight on a minor issues .
To my both friends, ok correct myself, " BESTFRIEND!"
Nuramirah Radewan and Norhafizah Humsani.
Please guys, i just wann both of you to settle things down in a good way .
7 years of friendship, thats not short while ok . Every problems we shared, Almost everything . You guys are part of me too . I know, in this problem, i should not be interfering.
But come on , i love you guys . When i need someone to talk, you guys were there for me .
When u guys feel irritated by me about some issues which im so stubborn towards u guys, you girls still want the best for me . You guys sacrifice alot for me . Maybe, by this you guys will understand how i feel when both of you quarell . Hafizah, i kno somehow, u felt left out .
But listen, u know mira for a long time, i guess more than i kno her. You should have understand her right. I know u cant get along with her friend , but hey, if she cans, y cant u ?
At least a TRY please . Its stupid if u say that u HATE HER ATTITUDE. because she's the one who listen to your problems, help you with those problems. She's always there for you, do you know that ? Just because of a little issue, u feel upset with her attitude ? please lah, Have a little change in yourself my dear. I admit, sometimes jealousy can pull us down. But not forever right? Its not the matter of giving in or out. Its just the matter of understanding.
And i just cant accept the way u say in your blog dear. Think back properly. Dont waste our 7 years of friendship honey. And Amirah, i hope you wont be too angry, cos it wont make things be better, me as a friend, i will always be with u. Help you whenever you need me . Thanks for today after i told you my problem. Iloveyou girls A.S.H <3