“When There's Up, There's Down”

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- Setinggi-tinggi tupai meloncat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua .

Simply means, though how hard you tried to hide something, sooner or later people will get to know the truth . Mama, you really dissapoint me this time , If i dont stand up & do my part , i think you will kept being a liar . Its good that i have the courage to plan & investigate everything . Do you ever knew how i felt when people telling me they saw you with that butcher ? I felt upset , it looks like i dont have a dad . Come on , are you blind ? HE'S A BUTCHER & UGLY ! I do love you , but this is what i get . i know you sacrifice aload for us , but by doing this you really make a mess , & now you're saying that im the cause of this ? & saying that the problem comes from my father . Now you reflect yourself & see wether what you say is right . Come on , you're matured enough to make a decision . I dont hate you , But i HATE your attitude .

Picture taken after F&n lesson on wednesday .

Thank God Its Friday today . Sucha hot weather & lessons getting boring day by day . In the morning took bus as per normal & i was busy revising my f&n then my little godsisters Insyirah & Fathiah approached me . Hahahs , Quite missing them . Reached school , I thought i was late but no . Chemistry was crap . There's a new teacher however she looks like a student to us . Lols ~ Today crap with Goody though. hahahaas ! Math tried so hard to concentrate but still my eyes says SHUT DOWN . Freakias la ! So told ms chng about class outing on november . Im getting excited actually though its still long . hahah ~ F&N slacked . Copied some notes . School is becoming sucker . Frankly speaking . & during F&n , Nicholas & Ismail had a big fight till there's blood . & its so lame cos they fought because of Liquid paper . Superb Crap -.- ! Recess had my Mee soto ! Yummyys . Last lesson was History . & quite great cos in library mahh . In aircon uh ~ hahaaha ! & yes I PASSED ! my history test which i have no hope at all . So homed [:

Slept for awhile . Then woke up & help Mama with some dishes because people coming raya at my house . & Funny part . The kids called me CIK . wth eyh ? Am i that old to them . Shucks ~ i regret giving green packets to them . hahaha ! Scdf guys also like fishy2 sehh ! ewwwwwwwwhs ~ Aunt Ida was here too . Had great time with her . Tommorow will be visiting relatives in malaysia . I admit im LAZY to go . But My mother wants me to tagg along so this means i will be skipping Mendaki again . Ermmms ~ Im quite missing Boyfriend right now . But still let Allah send him a message that i do remembered him though ~ I shall stop here okay . Sayonara [:

- Pathetic crush .

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Wasaaaaaap DOH ! ^^ Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslimin&Muslimat . Pardon me for letting my blog dead . Seriously am Busy ! I better fast forward eyyh .

Raya 2009 was simply normal . Its not as hilarious as it used to be before because , Not many house we visit . Just important houses . & still , this year collection NOT as good as it used to be . Nvm lah [: There's one month for me to Serbu people houses eyh . Heheheh [: First day was Blue dress , & hell yeaa . Im burnin inside ! Sucha Hot weather . Yesterday spend time with Cousins Mama Side . & To Salihin , Sorrrry for not attending your open house yesterday as i went outing with Papa side . So i will Serbu your house soooooon okkiey ! Yesterday was orange , same goes with mama . Seriously miracle . My chatting friend Farid Sparrow was my far far far Cousin i think ? hahah ! Sucha small world kay ! tsktsk . Yesterday night was great ! Cousins came to Raya at my house . End up i slept late & that makes me feel superb lazy to step school .

As for today , Late AGAIN -.- Break world record alrd i think . Lols ~ So yeaaas , Had Physics Mock Exam today , Hell yeaa . Its SUCK . Nothing simply go into my head . Tsk ~ Recess , I rushed to order my Rice . Its like been ages since i ate school's food [: MISS DOH ! F&n was as usual . Superb Slacked , End up chitchatting with Neweta, Suraya & Muliyana . Bell rang and rushed to meet Siti & Nabilah . So went to fetch Twinny from her school at 3 pm . Took bus and stopped at Hougang Mall because Twin wanna look for some stuff at cotton on . End up bought NOTHING -.- So had our lunch at Compass point . Twin super wasting . We bought yong tau foo & Fried noodles . She only finished up her soup but NOT her Noodles . Haiyaaaa ~ Bought presents for Nadiah , Shhhh ~ SECRET [: Hopefully its an awesome gift for her [: Homed & text Firdaus ^^ He's back yakno ! Miss him DOH. Tomorrow will be having History Mock Exam . Dammit ~ Im dying sooon . hmmms ! I shall end here , & start revising ! Goodbye [:

- Waiting for boyfriend to come back . Its sad that we cant celebrate Syawal together ]:

Firstly , HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO FIZA BABY! MAY YOUR WISHES COME TRUE . ILOVEEYOOUU LAH ! Yes yes , its Gf Fiza birthday , so celebrate yesterday at geylang . Her it goes , Met Ina at tampines inter & also meet Don Farhan with Syafiq . Damn , World too small ! Ina knew Don . hahahs , Syafiq kayy lahh , superb friendlyy [: So they sent us at mrt station ,both of us off to paya lebar , waited for twin & the rest. Everyone met together , & a miracle thing which i DONT wish to see is , Qamarul followed -.- ! My hyper all gone & dont wish to do anything . Body all shivering . Fcuktards , How the hell did he come . tsktsk, So had break-fast infront of hotel 81 . Everything was planned smoothly . But sadded , yesterday was not that hilarious , as we all have to go diff ways , anw made new friend like Farhanah, Eyla & Nisha .

So me, Ina & Don waited for Fauzi at TKC. Coincidently met Nadya & the rest . Funneh ! Onmyway to the mrt station, saw Fyryn & Aishah! So they followed us back to tamp . Lepak with the Mats Mats of Don . SUPERB FUN ! Made friends with Casper [: Nice guy perhaps . Wished to slack with them again ! ^^ & cabbed home . Reached at 11 plus . As for today , skipped Mendaki AGAIN . Im home alone , waiting for the rest to come back . & cousins will be breaking fast at my house . Best ! [:

Ohh yeaaa , before i nearly forget ! HAPPY 5TH TO TWIN & WANSCOOBEE May both of our relationship last long ehhh , its fun having same date with twin . hees ! Done [:


Lewat ini ku rasakan
Kasih kian ku dambakan
Resah hati yang ku pendam
Pada takdir dan harapan .
Detik waktu dan suratan
Siapa tahu ketentuan
Ku mencari cahayanya
Dalam bayang kegelapan .
Aku kembali kerana masih
Mencari yang hakiki
Sinar pasti
Janji suci yang abadi .

I followed this story every time after sahur . Its sad yet it teaches me , what is the diff between loving an islam person or others ... i wished i would be like Nur Aminah , which is strong to faced what is given by Allah . Salam ~


Tommy Karuniawan [: He's Hot isnt he ? Everytime i watched Kahwin Gantung, which story about a couple which had been engaged when they were babies . Its Comedy , Yet sweet [: I get melts whenever i saw this tommy . Fuuuuuuuuh ~ Day by day , im having crush with indonesians guy yakno ! tsktsk . Better be quiet , Before boyfriend sulk . hehes ^^


Kris Dayanti & Anang . They're used to be sweetest couple , Its sad after hearing that they divorce in Ramadhan month . I admired both of them , Well . Fate is on Allah's hand . Same goes to every couple , Especially my parents . Still trying to hold on , though it shakes . I hope Allah will be with me , whatever happens . ]:

Back to my post , September's N level paper had ENDED . Not officially ended for other papers . So 7 papers more to go ! JIA YOU EYFA . Sosial studies , Flunged . English ! 50/50 . Phewwwwws , So yesterday .. after school slacked at Twin's house . Her Mommy Moood takk baeeek punyaaa . heee , Crap super aload with her . Most funny part was , i shout at her when she stepped on my things , She laughed her ass out . I dont have any idea why she laugh while im mad over her -.-

Took 109 home , & onmyway home , Coincidently Qayyum took the bus with me , hahahs . I dint saw him , & he started to say hi to me . Shocked in the first place , hahas . So started to ask where he going & blablabla . Hahahs ! At night i had Opor Nangka , Nice Nice ! Im alone at home as others went out . I hoooraying lahh ~ lols . Ohh yaaaa , Met new friend named Firdaus . Superb Friendly & we start to talk about studies & ambitions . hahas .

Today skipped mendaki class due to helping mama with house chores . But yeaaa , had a big arguments with mama . Really hate it ! Day passed by , im becoming lazy to talk to her . hmmms ~ Luckky papa understands me , & consoled me . Thanks ti Allah for sending such father to me . did my house chores . Like finally i had the time ! phewww , So now . Im alone AGAIN . Mama & brother went to Aqim's house . Will be having Whitesand chicken rice later . I've been craving for it . brr ^^ Tonight probably go Yaai's house ! YAHOOOOS ~

Hopefully tmrw's plan will be goin smoothly ! Looking forward for tmr party . Yaye ! DON FOLLOW AHSEH ! Miracle . Lols ~ && , Happy advanced 5th month to boyfriend .. ILoveyou .

Im done [:




Yes yes , My little cute baby boy [: Danish Haikal . I swear I miss him . Pardon me my dear , im very busy & i dont have the time to meet you ; lucky i have photos of you ^^ !

So hey friends . Start with yesterday , its mother toungue paper 1 & 2 . I think , im flunged . School paper is much more better . && paper two comphre was a funny stuff though . Coincidently , The main person in the passage was a girl which is named Nur Syifa , Though the Nur were the difference , Hell yeaa ! Esp to malay boys , dont be jealous . hahahs , Like got linkk ehhk ? kay eyfa stop your nonsence . Just hope for the best . So today morning had my malay listening comphre , Nice songs uhhs . First was no surprise i think . Second , the mamat hari raya song , Funneh ! (: 3rd was selamat ulang tahun sayang by Imran Ajmain , Kay for once ~ my heart melts . Then kantoi was also played . Lastly was The way i are . So end at 9 , & off to Twinny house as second paper which was Social Study starts at 2 pm . Long right ! So studied at twin's house , & crap aload with her . Slept for awhile , & ibu aini nag cos i kept sleeping . hee , Tired lah ~ 1 plus , get ready & rushed to school . Met the rest and start to get ready to be seated in hall . It sucks being the last person in the row -.- & freakias , Paper was hard , those which i've learned came out a little can ? Tottaly gave up . Timing was also shucks ! dead alrd .

So tommorow will be having english . Last paper for september N level ~ Then continue with the hardest papers in october which is not long from now . Okkiey , Raya is nearing , & i cant wait ! Get to meet cousins , yaye ! But before that , pray hard so this friday plan for Fiza baby bdae party will be an awesome one ! [: I shall stop here , & revise for english tmr . Bye loves (;

- i do miss you . 3 more days to 5th ^^