Eyfa J. Blige♥

Will those word shows the truth im this relationship .. Sighs ~ Its not that i dont love you .. But i just felt that im not worth to be yours and i admit that its my fault to make decision without thinking ... ~ But still i tried to hold onto this relationship because i know you're the one i will turn to . But now , im no longer the one you used to know and can rely to . After what happen to me for 19 months , i tried not to love again . I also tried to avoid from having relationships .. But yeaa , Allah maha berkuasa and let us try to be together again . & still , he gave us a challenge which we dont wish to have . Now i want you to know that im still confused with my own decision and my heart . Im not ready to be in relationships . Im still looking forward to know more people and to discover life .. ~ I know that i cant fulfill your wish . Im not the type of girl that will sacrifice aload for a guy although i love that person . And because of that , i dont want you to be sad and maybe you'll hate me someday .. & maybe even your friends will be hating me . But hey , i did all this because i know you will get hurt one day ... ~ & i want you to get someone better which can fulfill your wish and even your parents wish .. ~ Im still gonna be your friend if we were to fall appart . I wish you read this once you're home ];