I dont really want to say goodbye.
I dont really want to leave you.
But now i have to go away . Stay away from you forever.

What we had was something special.

Deep down from our hearts . But now i have to go away.

And leave you from my heart .

Love, to me .. Sorry and goodbye seems to be the hardest word . But i think , its time for me to say so . We're fading . We dont talk to each other , & i just cant carry on this and hold on while my heart says no . I hate pretending that im fine whereas i dont . Maybe you still dont know me . I mean the way i am . Once you make me mad , i will never turn back to say " nevermind " . I used to be hurt . & at my first sight i just thought that you're different from others . Different from my ex boyfriends . But my thought was wrong . Maybe you're better than them . But still i dont think we're meant to be together . Maybe its my fault too for making a quick decision . But still , i never regret being with you . Its just im upset by the way you think about me . Okay i may have many guy friends . But heyy ~ I still know where i stands . & yeaa , i felt that im not worth for you and im loving being single . Im sorry ~ I just have to say goodbye . Those presents i gave you .. I hope you wear it and take it as our friendship stuff . Take care and love ~ Im sorry for not wishing you happy 8th , Cos i dont think we have tooo .