30th December 1993.
She's One In A Million♥
Azirah Alus K. Ayid H. Dian Hazwani Muhd Khidhir Mohd Zaki♥ Tasneem ♥♥Wirda Izzati♥♥
“When There's Up, There's Down”
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 || 9:45 AM
So well , im being a little zombie now . I slept at 5am and woke up at 8 am . Haha ~ Crazy . Next Ton will be on the 24th i hope ? :DDDAnd i shall share this , thank you Apiz :D You really know me eh . I will change for sure !
I've got a different approach to dealing with emotion.
Keeping control of my boat, while drifting on this ocean.
Keeping my head to the sky, keeping tears out of my eyes.
Unless happiness be the reason that I decide to cry.
And life's too short to dwell on all that's wrong.
Stand up now, stand up now and I promise not before long.
I know about down and out.
I know about when it gets tough.
Losing my fight, can't see the light.
And you just wanna give up.
I know about being depressed.
By needing someone to love.
I also know by standing up and saying enough is enough.
And im feeling much better . Thanks friends (:
Basically guys , read clearly because those paragraphs is all about me . ~ Da Bye eh !
Labels: Much better today
Monday, June 28, 2010 || 11:44 PM
Karate Kid was Good .
I swear im suck in relationships . Am i too pathetic at it ? Can i be as happy as my fellow friends ? Yea, my habit is to keep everything in my heart and will never let it out . Isnt that for good ? But still, i feel like im killing myself . At times i feel like throwing everything thats in my hand . But i just cant do it because im too weak to be mad . Too weak to stand up for myself . If i were to control time, i would like to turn back and make the changes . Insane , that will never happen.
Dear,
Im sorry, there's sorrow in my soul that i really cant let it out . I do not want to do this anymore, i dont want to hurt you anymore . Its killing me , sighs . Imissyou too much till me myself cant control . Whatever happens, do know that i love you . I just feel that , we're fading . But im sure it plays around with my heart . Im sorry again . D:
I hope you would understand what im trying to tell... D:
Bye all ~
Labels: Faithfully yours.
Sunday, June 27, 2010 || 12:30 PM
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I love my chickens :D Please be inform our new names ..Dayyah - PSS = Perempuan Shiok Sendiri
Syirin - PG = Perempuan Giler
Azirah - PM = Perempuan Mentel
Syifa - PR = Perempuan Retarded
HAHAHA ! Bear with us . Okay lets story tell .
- Had a great sleepover with Syirin , we talk aload and crap aload . Thanks Gf ! :D So yesterday was an awesome day out with my girls . From the top, I've transformed Syirin to a new Muslimah lady gaga ? hahha ! Bad girl . Then off to meet Azirah at Tampines and straight to Bugis to have our lunch at LJS . Then Fauzy came , "This part i love ." I irritate him ! Yay , best tak bro ? Sampai bile2 kau ingat aku punye ah ! HAHAHA ! Then window shop till we drop . I went to Masjid Sultan or the Cinta Rasul yesterday , and others off to Raffles first to meet Dayyah . After that i met them and we crap here and there . Laugh like nobody business. Let the pictures explains :D
Next we walk towards victoria theater to watch NDP march . We became Menjeng kejap eh . Especially the SCDF guys ! HAHAAHAHAH ! We simply disturb them while they're driving . Nyahahaha ~ So we slacked near Marina square , dance, jump here and there . ROAD CLOSE ! hoooooray ah ! :D Saw Syazwan .. So talked awhile . Heh ~ Off to esplanade roof top to chill . Its so havoc ! I MISS DANCE ! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~ Farhan came with his NDP friends . So overall , STRESS FREE I CAN SAY ! :D So yeaaaa , whatever bad things happened yesterday , I DONT CARE ! (: I want to be happy like others . So bye !
Jangan memilih aku bila kau tak bisa setia.
Kau tak mengerti aku diriku yang pernah terluka.
(: Nice song i can say .
Labels: Chic Chic
Thursday, June 24, 2010 || 8:44 AM
I was browsing my Facebook albums and i saw this picture. Get attracted seh . This was how i used to be in secondary school . Hahaha ~ Very selenge, but always get caught with teachers because of untied hair, short skirt and ankle socks. HAHAH ! Now im well-disciplined already lah ! Whatta , hahah . I swear imiss school . Now i know that school is much more better than work . Really . Imiss my a3 peeps and malay-ians peeps . As usual, im the noisiest and BO-LINK ! hahaha . Talked to Apiz, and he riminds me of the day i slapped him throw things at him . Heheh ~ But im lucky to have a friend like you lah eh . Tetap kau irritating bastard ! :DDD No offence lah brother. & still remember that i forever late . Hahah ~ Until panjat fence ! hahahah . Gosh , imiss that life ! ahaahaha ~ Rebel sikit aje eh . -.- So now, no more being late for school/work . No short skirt LIKE DUHH . hahah ~ Bye ! :D
- Shall i say or shall i keep ?
You're getting on my nerves girl .
Labels: schoooooool please
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 || 3:17 PM
Syukur Alhamdulillah im home and only
my abdomen makes trouble. Amin :DD
Thanks to those for visiting me .
Loveyouall !
my abdomen makes trouble. Amin :DD
Thanks to those for visiting me .
Loveyouall !
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Imissyou Too Much Loverboy ♥ Labels: Syukur
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 || 12:35 AM
This feeling keeps playing around .
I rather keep it than to voice .
You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through
And rise above when the rain falls down
But it's so hard to be strong
When you've been missin' somebody so long ...
Why am i feeling insecure , feeling alone always ..
I hate this feelings .. where's the old me ?
The one who's always draw a smile on her face.
Why am i feeling so scared ..
Ya Allah , show me the way so that i'll be a better person .
I dont wish to make my love one sad nor mad.
One thing, I believe that whatever happens is for my best.
Imissyou, so much );
Labels: Not goodbye
Sunday, June 13, 2010 || 6:53 PM
Bukalah, Pintu hatimu. Biarlah, Cinta bersatu. Matamu, mataku, bertemu.
Hatimu, hatiku, kan berpadu.
Hatimu, hatiku, kan berpadu.
Hanya kau ku punya takkan ku mencari gantimu.
Ku sayang kamu. Mungkin ini, silap aku. Hatimu meluka kerana egoku.
Bukalah, Pintu hatimu. Ku tunggu kasihmu, biar cinta bersatu.
Hatiku mencarimu. Kau lari berbatu-batu usahlah tinggalkan diriku.
Kaulah cintaku Ku takkan lepaskan kamu.
Ku sayang kamu. Mungkin ini, silap aku. Hatimu meluka kerana egoku.
Bukalah, Pintu hatimu. Ku tunggu kasihmu, biar cinta bersatu.
Hatiku mencarimu. Kau lari berbatu-batu usahlah tinggalkan diriku.
Kaulah cintaku Ku takkan lepaskan kamu.
Pernahku bertanya mungkin kau kan sudi,
Memberi secebis hatimu lagi padaku. Namun kau menyepi, ku resah menanti.
- Im so ego , i know.
Labels: Diantara cinta dan ego
Friday, June 11, 2010 || 10:11 PM
Pathetic Friday i can say .
Work is getting like shit but my mates , awesome . Im loving them . Still, i miss school . So tomorrow will be disaster to stay till 7 i think . Life? No comment . So yea, im having that prawning mood, youkno why ? Because it makes me staring at it for a long time , and there where i will start thinking about my past . Lols ~ Oke bye.
Dear girl ,
You are just 14, and stop showing that youre so matured. There is still a kid in you . Buck up girl. Stop throwing vulgarities to me. So you think with your short skirts, spaggeti stripe, im scared of you? Please eh, get a life. So you said that im stealing your boyfriend? Oh please, as if like he's one in a million. Come on lah, you all still in the mat rep and mina rep world lah . Step in the real life first lah . Easy say, da kahwin baru boleh bebual world. Ni tak , setakat matae da nak step laki bini . Stuck up sia you girl . & tell him to find a job and give you makan first lah . Kerja pun tak pernah .. I aint that cheap lah girl. So yea, kau busukan nama aku , seribu kali aku bole busuk kan nama kau . Keep that in mind . Caucendol ;D
JEALOUSY JEALOUSY . Whats happening to the world?
- Im sorry love.
Labels: So unreasonable