“When There's Up, There's Down”

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After 1 year and 3 months of not stepping in a Saloon , here i am with my new haircut . & its short. Although some seems to see same , to me not ! Gosh , i miss my old long hair really! But im kinda loveeee my new hair , no more big TONCET when i wear tudung . Hahaha !

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You replied ; " Dont worry my favourite girl. Your uncle is very positive man. Whatever it is, leave it to Allah Almighty. Pray for me my dear. "

Dear favourite uncle , may you stay calm in whatever happens . Be strong and i will always give you a warm shoulder . We all love you too much and i miss you uncle ]; May allah protect you ...

Sighs what a tough week .. Well i dont feel like going to school . My body dont feel good , its been aching . Mama, come back fast . I need your massages! & yes , i hope saturday planning to out with cousin will turns good . So yea , nth much .. Bye ..

- I just dont feel good ...

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This was like 3 years back . Gosh ! I miss those kanak-kanak riang moment. Haha !

Firstly i would like to say AL-Fatihah to Atuk Tahir . May you rest in peace , amin .
So tomorrow will be having roadshow till sunday . Im sick and tired . Really ! -.-

Okay i would like to share this with you all . I met a participant at my workplace and she's a prediction eh ? & she can read me through the lines in my hand . Coool or what ~ Lets see.

1) You wont be marrying early . At least 25 or 26 years old.
2) You have money and you love to give awayy to those in need.
3) People likes to bully you but still you keep quiet .
4) Your heart too soft and cries alot .
5) You kept thinking about your boyfriend and worried too much . ( OH OH ! REALLY AH ?) Lol

Well , tis is just a predict la . Allah knows best (: I dont know why im feeling sleepy although its only 11.27 pm . Wooooo ! I better get my sleep , tmr gonna kill me . So bye all ! (:

- Am i too good to be true ?

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Just a recap ,

Today was good though there's no sales , but i ate aload . Really ! It was a food fiesta roadshow at expo , So come down lah all eh . Loll ~ Get to know new MALAYSIAN friends . Hahaha ! So yea, its very tiring to stand for 12 hours . But yes , DIDI CAZLI HOT NAK MAMPOS ! Tak bedek seh . Lols ~ Tomorrow still continue this roadshow , Hmmmm ~ Off to sleep now oke ! BYE (:


- I hope the present suits ! (:

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So basically today morning went for date with Emily, Vivien and Nadia at Lot 1 Mac (: Then in school, as usual im the laughing gas yang No link . Loll ! Bear with me class . Lunch with Wan and Ann at Matrix . & internet like shooooot can . Tsk ! So POA was gooood . END AT 4 ! hahaahah . & webcam madness plus pathetic video in facebook . Hehh ~

Lastly, dinner at Sinaran with The Monkey Families. Laugh my ass out, Really . Hahaha ! & off home with ann . So yea, tmr will be working & im feeling so awful lonely without my beloved girlfriend at work . Im Gonna Miss You Much KEK ENG ! (: Love, Debab .


- Thank you for you kindness suzy, do appreciate . But Yea thanks much , im able to handle (:

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Dear diary,

Im typing with tears , i wonder why when happiness is around th corner , there's hurdles blocking my ways .. Why cant i have good life like others ~ Happy always , proud with their relationships , families , friends . You know how hurt when your life turned upside down . Im acting as if im okay when actually im not . You know why? Its because i love the people around me and do not want them to get bothered. But still it doesnt help . & you know at times i feel jealous, that makes me love *** more. I've never regret in what my choices are . Because i know Allah gerakan hati for me to try and make a change . But heart , im just a girl with fragile heart . I admit , i cry easily . And its been a week , crying makes me go to sleep ..

& you . Now i will list down the reason as your wish .

1) I dont loveyou and i cant loveyou .
2) I know where i stands now . Youre not the one im looking for. Its the fact .
3) Im blissfully attached and im proud to have a partner like him .

I know that im taken . Thats my priority to make sure that he's kept in my heart . Please accept this . Thank you very nice .

And Lastly , Love ..

I cant say out anything here . I wish my diary explains all . But it wont happen .

- They just want to see us fall . Really .

Beautiful liars ..

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Chua Chu Kang was , not bad i can say . But then i miss Clementi already . Good to be back with my darlings . Thank youu for giving a warm shoulder to me . You all the best ! Really ;DD

Then , Evening was bowling . Its great ~ Im having headache at night , my blood feel like bursting . Freakias , Thank you .

Today morning , chatted with that sick boy udin , Hahah ! He wants an ANGMOH girlfriend ? In your dream lah boy . Now i help you find Chinese Girlf , you owe me Nanny mcphee wor ! ;DD Okay , tmr start working . Urm , am i ready ? Haiyaaaaaaa ~ I tottally dont kno . Okay lah bye .

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AHHHHHHHHH ! LU BIKIN GUA PANAAAAAAAAS AHHH !

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Salams all reader.

Before I blurt out , this is luqinfhlow her most awesomestest cousin ever. haha.
Now im updating ur blog, u owe me something.
Certainly not candlelight dinner, but moonlight dinner. amacam boleh?

Cousin, its been like idk how many decades i havent met u yet.
I remember u wanna give me something, till now u havent gave me.
Oh, and i miss this cousin of mine.

okae settle! im done.
take care all.

(Btw eyfa merepek)

-Luqman

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