30th December 1993.
She's One In A Million♥
Azirah Alus K. Ayid H. Dian Hazwani Muhd Khidhir Mohd Zaki♥ Tasneem ♥♥Wirda Izzati♥♥
“When There's Up, There's Down”
Thursday, July 8, 2010 || 9:11 PM
Dear diary,Im typing with tears , i wonder why when happiness is around th corner , there's hurdles blocking my ways .. Why cant i have good life like others ~ Happy always , proud with their relationships , families , friends . You know how hurt when your life turned upside down . Im acting as if im okay when actually im not . You know why? Its because i love the people around me and do not want them to get bothered. But still it doesnt help . & you know at times i feel jealous, that makes me love *** more. I've never regret in what my choices are . Because i know Allah gerakan hati for me to try and make a change . But heart , im just a girl with fragile heart . I admit , i cry easily . And its been a week , crying makes me go to sleep ..
& you . Now i will list down the reason as your wish .
1) I dont loveyou and i cant loveyou .
2) I know where i stands now . Youre not the one im looking for. Its the fact .
3) Im blissfully attached and im proud to have a partner like him .
I know that im taken . Thats my priority to make sure that he's kept in my heart . Please accept this . Thank you very nice .
And Lastly , Love ..
I cant say out anything here . I wish my diary explains all . But it wont happen .
- They just want to see us fall . Really .
Beautiful liars ..
Labels: Falling