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Tuesday, August 31, 2010 || 12:02 AM
Photoshoot was crazy great ! Thanks baby for accompany-ing me (:
Step Up 3D was awesome . Overall its the best day (: Cant say much , its just too great to say .
Baby , Thank you ♥
I loveyousomuch!
Sunday, August 29, 2010 || 9:16 AM
Its a nightmare.
& i dont wish to be like that.
Whats happening to me ):
|| 2:45 AM
Its 3 am , and im still awake .
I dont know what to do .
Netsurfing is totally boring .
Videos are totally crap.
& im feeling down . Again .
I dont know why ..
I better get my sleep .
Long day tomorrow i think .
Sighs .
Good Night .
Saturday, August 28, 2010 || 3:33 PM
I DONT WANT TO ARGUE WITH YOU .
BUT YOU LOVE TO FIND FAULT WITH ME .
WHATS WRONG WITH YOU HUH ?
Fedup siak .
Thursday, August 26, 2010 || 11:19 PM
Today was so kecoh plus random . I meet ALOAD of random guys . Sumpah aku garu kepala tengok diorang . Lols ~
So ! Work was not that bad . Many deadlines to be reached . School projects to be done . Soon im going to Hougang chalet for sure . Pheeeeeeeeeeeew ! I feel like crying you know . I make sure saturday i sleeeeeeeeeeep for the whole afternoon . I dont care who or what , i wont entertain ! I need my only pillow .
And anyway , Seeing my sister crying .. i almost burst into tears ..
Dear kakak ,
I really know how you feel . Its hard to ignore someone you love , and more you shared almost everything with him . Be strong , i know you miss him . One thing , pray to allah . Show him that you're not weak , prove him wrong . Make him regret for leaving you . Loveyou kakak (:
See , relationship isnt easy . There's up and downs . But , i dont REGRET of having relationships . I believe in whatever happens , there's a reason . (: Regret isnt in my dictionary .
So Baby , i have your heart . Guide me through it all ~ I thank Allah for sending me to you . Amin (:
BYE !
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 || 9:06 PM
Thank you LoverBoy ♥ ______________________________________________________________
The Studio : Hi Nurul ! You are booked in at The Studio 22 Amo Street Sunday 29 Aug 2010 6:15 pm for modelling makeover. See you then! Best Regards Cheryl ( The studio )
The moment i read it , i stoink and smile . Seriously am excited . Thanks to SOMEONE who apply this for me , i really need to know who you are . Really ~ Thanks much ;D
Nothing much i can say LoverBoy , i love you too much .
Let the past teach us to be stronger in future cos i know you're the one i will turn to .
Im tired of arguments , i want the best in us .
Thank you Baby ♥
Labels: Let me be yours always.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 || 12:26 PM
Yesterday night was crazy sweet . Put aside tears and anger , its Mira amirah 17th birthday . May allah blessed you and i loveyou much twin ! May our friendship last (; Great night talk with you bby . You really understand . & i turned out to be cake lapis yesterday . Lols ! So yes . Im in schoool , tonight will be out break-fast with dearest family . My tummy grumbles already . Sheeeeehs ! I feel like sleeping . Boring class . Brr ~ 5 pm come fast please . Appart of that . My heart feel like mashed potato . Hurhur , i have nothing more to say , i think what is said will stays . Its hard to gain back what had happen heh . I giveup , & will go with the flow . Only Allah, the one i will turn to . Breaking- down doesnt make any difference . Show anger is much more worst . So the best way is patience and redha . Im sorry if what i have to say hurts . Thats what you want me to say . Thank you very nice . Salam Alaik . ): pfft .Labels: I know it wont end .
Sunday, August 22, 2010 || 11:03 PM
Thanks for the Crazy sweet edits Gf Alus :D Sweet pah ? hahaha ! Im feeling very sick . My body turns to be very weak . Nose still bleeds . Eyes still red . I better get my medications done . Migraine again . Pfft ~ I wish mom's here to take care of me . Sighs , Really get too irritated with this nose bleeding non stop . Think fun eh ? tskk . Besides that , I dont know why im feeling so down . Weird feelings again , crazy i am . I know ! Tmr will be a long day , better get my rest . Se ya'll (: - So sick -.- pft.
|| 10:56 AM
Antonio doink doink doink goes Geylang Si Paku Geylang , and met a beautiful LADY . Sexy sungguh and asked for number . Guess who ? KAKAK GEYLANG 2010 datang lagi ! (: Lolls .
I've gotten my Raya Kurung which is red (: Aload more to shop ! In the end , this small boy bought Raya pillow because he's sleepy head . Lolls ~ So yes , overall kecoh and irritated . * I aint no old you annoying ! Grr * Still , Loveeeee ! (:
Appart from that , i hope my EVIL sweet plan will be a success one . Cant wait , really ! So stay tuneeeeeed (: Projects here and there . My head is spinning around like casino . 0.o lol ? So yes , i better get going . Goodbye ;D
- No more red-eyed late nights .
Labels: I still got a problem with you .
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 || 10:16 PM
Only Allah knows how pain i am . Its been a week im having this headache plus sudden pain at my chest . Pfft , Allah assist me ... I've been thinking too much . Shucks ~
Andai kau menjadi pelangi
Biar ku jadi awannya
Agar kita selalu bersama
Andai kau menjadi sang duyung
Biar ku jadi karangnya
Agar kita sentiasa bersua
Andai kau menjadi merpati
Biar ku menjadi sang bayu
Agar kita sering bertemu
Andai kau menjadi puisi
Biar ku jadi melodi
Bersama kita menyanyi
Andai ku menjadi rembulan
Sudikah kau menjadi kejora
Hingga pagi nanti
Andai esok aku menjadi tanah
Sudikah engkau menjadi bunga
Menghiasi dadaku
Very sick . ):
& the medications is killing me.
Labels: Sickhead
Monday, August 16, 2010 || 7:44 PM
Yes , this feeling is burning . I cant wait for 23rd , will be sleepover at twin's house . Breakfast with A.s.h ! Crap and laugh out loud like nobody business . Anyone wanna join ? agagaga :D
Basically work is pretty good . But still , i want January 2011 to come fast . 5 more months to endure , Oh allah ~ Let me be strong . Will be having SSA Iftar on 20th , i hope its a good one (: Alvin will be going soon , and im quite sad as i will be doing my stuff alone ! ): gonna miss you fren . Its school hols and i dont feel good . I want school ! But im glad that next week will be having extra class (: Can meet sisters again . Yay !
& love life .. hmm , i shall say pretty nice (: Yes i miss loverboy much ! Only Allah knows eh eh . With god's will , we meet soon :D
I dont know why im not being myself this few days . Something got inside me or what ? I intend to be sleeeeepy always and ignore problems . I cry aload ! Hahahah , whats up eh ? Crazy much . Okay bye :DDD
Some cutesey convo of me and Afif. ( Aku torek , aku tau )
1st convo :
Afif - Bukan maen semart mamat nari u.
Syifa - huh ? Mamat mane you bebual ?
Afif- * scratch head* Mamat ape you ? I say why are you so smart mamat tdy .
Syifa - oh chey * cheeky smile *
2nd convo :
Afif- Asal semalam tak reply msg i abt the tarts ?
Syifa - Sejak bile i add you in MSN ?
Afif- * tepuk dahi ! * Syifa , adekah kamu ini pekak atau torek ? i say MSG la !
Syifa - Oops , salah dgr ! * slumber je muka *
Okay da .
Labels: SO not me
Sunday, August 15, 2010 || 3:10 PM
So yesterday went iftar with alus, yaya, atika and zaid @ Darul Mawa' . The kids was so cute . Suddenly i feel so old . Like what i've said , There's small , medium and LARGE ! hahahah . We're the noisiest i know . & the food was good . Especially the bandung , feels like heaven (: I started to miss those cute little kids already . Kekekek ~ Then next to geylang si paku geylang . Not many people , and that's miracle . But stil i feel exhausted ! When homed i smell dendeng , ayam percik, burger ramli and all ! Hahaha . Met Dian and Jojo . Rindu ! :D Plus saw this Shalihin , & why are you smiling kambing gile . lols ~ Overall was awesome ahhh . Hahah !
Anyhow, thank you much love for that sweet little red gift . You know my choice . Hahah ! Love love much & appreciate it (:
So what shall i cook today ? My head spinning right round right round . Brr ! Till here .
- Open up your mind.
Labels: Sesucinye bulan ramadan bersama orang orang tergile (:
Saturday, August 14, 2010 || 5:05 AM
" Basically why am i feeling uncomfortable , whereas there's nothing that pulls me down . I dont feel that something bothers. Its just that little feeling i had, but what is that gotta do with my life? I have to spread my wings and be free. Can someone tell me whats bothering me because i really dont know whats happening . Im confused ? About what ? Nothing to be confuse. Shucks , my body feeels weird . I hate this feeling . Shivering non stop , tears dropping without any reason . The only thing i can do is cry ? But whats up ? Damn , whats going on to me eh . Or maybe there's something that i still dont know, and im gonna know soon which makes my heart feel like dropping ? I gotta get back to sleep. I dont wish to have insomnia . Good care . D: "Too Many questions to ask . & I need the answers . Pfft .Labels: Questionaires
Thursday, August 12, 2010 || 5:13 AM
& yes , i miss this Boy real much ♥.
Meet real soon nyet (:
- Dear twin, i know how and what you feel .
Be strong , itsnot the end of the world ,
my shoulder will always make you calm and comfort (:
Labels: Miss you too much
Wednesday, August 11, 2010 || 9:07 PM
The reason i post this picture is because , i almot LOST this ring . -.- I will kill myself if i lose this ring mayne . Brr ~ So Happy fasting all ! Time flies so fast and now its Ramadhan . Foooooh ~ May This month be better yeaa . So yes yes , yesterday was the last day of school and we will be having 2 weeks hols due to YOG . So boring -.- I ate alot in school , really . Then dinner was so fine (: Thanks guys ! I miss Terawih with A.S.H ! Miss break-fast at twin's place , where sh bullied me to fry the chicken ! agagagaga . i really hope to have that precious moments again ! (: Mom is away to kampong . I felt very very weird as we always ramadhan with mama . & now i will have to do everything by my own . Not easy okay ~ But still i will try (: Checkup was just fine , and as usual i hate medications . 0.o ! Thats all i think ? I miss my monyet , where are you ? ]; BYE !Labels: Happy fasting (:
|| 12:42 AM
Happy Third ♥
& Thank you .
I loveyou too much.
Labels: The third
Sunday, August 8, 2010 || 8:39 PM
My sweetest drug ; Princess Izzati & Princess Naily Qistina. Yes yes , my day was great with families (: Woke up and off to cemetery for visits. & straight to cousin Luqman house for some occasions. Slept for 3 hours ! Too tired , really . Then crap with cousins aload . Had fun WASHING DISHES with Iqym . Hahaha ! Too much story to share with her . My laughing gas as usual (: Yesterday work was funny . All the way laughed with coulleages. Then off to somerset to take stocks. Then meet Love at Lavender to find some stuff at beach road and bugis . Love was so tired till he slept in the library . Kekekek ~ Thank you for yest . (: Much love. So i cant wait for tommorrow ! HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPURA ! (: && definitely im watching fireworks plus going flyers with beloved family . So stay tune ! Im gonna rock the town :D BYE ALL ! - Guys , stop irritates me by asking me to dance again ! GRR . - && cheeup my dear twinny ! Miss you too much .Labels: Happy birthday singapura (:
Thursday, August 5, 2010 || 9:29 PM
Today was boring . -.-
Dear makcik ,
Sebelum tegor anak orang, kindly please tegor anak sendiri dulu . Jaga kain sendiri jangan nak kepo jaga tepi kain orang . Ramadhan sudah hampir dekat , bertaubat la kamu sebelum ditaubatkan . Lols .
Next, Bodo punye skaters. Ape, aku kecik sangat pe sampai korg tak nampak aku kat depan . Kalo aku jatuh , satu satu mintak kene maki seh . Grr !
Whenever im frustrated, always more things irritates me seh . Hmmm ~ Im tired . Bye ~
- Maybe i missyou.
Labels: Pathetic day kan?
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 || 1:38 PM
Even though we fight a lot, I love you. We fight, I think, because the stakes are high. I sometimes get so mad I cannot stand you, But underneath my anger I could cry. I have an uncontrolled need to control you, To be your only destiny and guide. I know it isn't fair to try to mold you, But my poor love's entangled in my pride. Ah, love! Please love me even in my fury,Which rises like a tide beneath the moon. I plead before my only judge and jury, I want to change, but know change won't come soon. Love finds it hard to let the loved one be The person who is loved so passionately.
Its good that everythings revealed. Told ya, we need patience in solving problems(: Syukran allah for giving this chance to us . May future be better . Thank you friends , appreciate it much ;D Bye ~
- Its NOT too little to late ♥
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Labels: I still love you.
Monday, August 2, 2010 || 11:09 PM
Yesterday night was disaster, Today morning worst . Thank you twinny for the night messages . I feel better ;DD & crap with ahboy , sumpah merepek kerepek . I like ! (:
So basically today , do housechores , cooked and sleep on my lappy for two times . Thank you Azirah for waking me up . Appreciate eh makcik ! Tsk ~ & she's being so crazy to laugh so loud . Taik gigi eh babe . I will rmbr that . Hahaha !
Am so lazy to go class tomorrow , but i want to meeet girlf . So i have to make an effort to wake up at 5 =.= Sighs . && i promised alus and yaya to play THROW ICE . Alus will be the referee . So get ready your white an black tshirt . Lols ~
Anw i have to say that twin is being such an angel , she's the one who listens to my tears and laughters . Thank you much darla . I miss the old times ~ Really ! Much love ;D
Okay , i gotta go to bed . Bye ! (:
- It takes 2 hands to clap .
Labels: Tap tap
Sunday, August 1, 2010 || 9:12 PM
I dont have the freking mood . & i really hate when someone dont appreciate for what i've done . From now onwards , i will be firm and dont wish that i will eat your beautiful lies . Believe in Karma bites . Wake up , Life is not about enjoy only . Im glad that someone listen to what i gotta say . Thank you kawan (: Askum ~
Labels: Disspointed