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Thursday, September 30, 2010 || 9:09 PM
I know who you are passerby. Why envy much ? We're friends, and please. He's blissfully attached, and we're close because of work . Please la, do you think with your fake stories, i will say sorry. Whatever kay arse.Thank you for that box of tissues sisters. -.- You make me malu la . Sungguh seh ! But still , i love you much (: I feel better . & Kak linda, " lama lama gemok balek aku hari hari dapat chocolate . Terima kasih ya bang :DD " Okay tmr Tarzan coming . Bye (:
- Like i said, its all yours. I'll follow . Pft . Imissyou ):
Wednesday, September 29, 2010 || 11:38 PM
I dont wish to be the hurdles in you friendship .
If its fated that we cant continue , i'll accept it .
I thank Allah for sending you to me .
& if we have to go , i wish all the best .
♥
Sunday, September 19, 2010 || 1:59 AM
ITS JUST NOT US .
WE'RE DRIFTING.
BUT WHY ?
):
Friday, September 17, 2010 || 6:42 PM
YES ! Im so happy that family back as one again (: Alhamdulillah amin . Ahhh ! Only Allah knows how i felt . Thank you Allah ~ This time i make sure things get better . You know how much i love you mum (: Welcome back . Thanks all ! & the bad part is, im sick AGAIN ! Sucha sickhead . Sheeeesh . This migraine is killing me . This throat sucks big time . & i so hate the pills . Been sleeping four in the morning always . Mom have been screaming and bug me go to sleeep , but i just cant . Insomnia perhaps . Gagagaa . I miss my A.S.H , i miss my a3s ! I cant wait for R&R wedding . Wooooohooo ! Havoc like i used to . heheheehs . Gotta go . (:- I just want the old us , is that too hard ?
Workplace @ night time rocks !
Thursday, September 16, 2010 || 11:32 PM
Sayang mengapa buat begini, Di saat rindu merah menyala .
Kasih kusangka kau 'kan setia, Rupanya dikau bersandiwara.
Sayang haruskah kita berpisah Angkara orang ketiga .
Yes , I irritate my sisters by listening to my blog song . Lunch time i listen, working i listen , registration i listen . In toilet also i listen (: Too sad ah . Lol ~ Sayang jugak korg layan karenah aku eh . Lol ~ Well, im kinda fedup with somebody . Lecture lah lecture . Grr ! I dont have the mood to work sia , heart burning weeeih . Dahlah ! Balek kampong ah , lantak ah . Nak makan , kebuloh ! ;D- Haish , berjiwa lah syifa .
|| 7:55 AM
It left with choices .
I leave it to you , its all yours .
If you had enough, by all means .
SO CHANGED OR LEAVE .
Sighs . Tired of arguments ):
Wednesday, September 15, 2010 || 12:36 AM
I'VE BEEN TOO PATIENT AND YET STUPID ATTITUDE YOU GAVE .
YOU SIMPLY DONT HAVE THE HEART AND MIND .
I'VE BEEN TOLERATING YOU FROM THE FIRST TILL NOW .
YOU HAVE THE CHEEK TO SAY THAT I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU ?
SO TELL ME WHICH UNIQUELY GIRL CAN UNDERSTAND YOU ?
STOP YOUR HOT-TEMPERED ATTITUDE PLEASE.
I DONT LIKE AND WILL NEVER LIKE IT .
Once again , thank you for the entertaiment and attitude you gave . I'm overwhelmed , Oh whatever. & yes , thank you so much abang , from small till now you understands me and you always gave me a warm shoulder . Your advise is so powderful , please meet soon. ( At times love is killing me )GOODBYE !
Lies.
Sunday, September 12, 2010 || 11:52 AM
Its good that we talk things out cousin , you know how i felt to see you down , i know we have a lot to catch up , just bear with for another 4 months and im sure we will be back like we used to ok ? We will sing , laugh, cry , everything ! together again . Loveyou cousin ! (:
Well yesterday syawal was much more better with cousins . Laughter forever . & bump into syam , errrrm idk la eh . Im someone who go with the flow (: Lols . End up homed at 1 am . Total there's 5 vehicle , awesome . Hahas ~ Im glad that my cousins there and make me smile whereas they know im not feeling well plus down . With my little ones around i feel better . Thank you much lovelies (:
Right now im waiting for them to come raya here . I started to miss cousin Luqman and Iqym already . Jom Karaoke !! Syifaa masak mee soto ! Begedil , weeee . Excited ! (: I better keep my sorrows and show happiness .
Yes, i'll end here . & im just wondering why do people love to lie, when you know deep down it hurts . Thank you .
Saturday, September 11, 2010 || 10:56 AM
Happy the fourth♥ Raya was not that bad , its good to see family back as one (: I swear im tired and my heels is killing me so soon .
More house to visit today , but im excited ! Because atok will b following ! :D
Yes red songket today , at last . I'll be back with more photos : ) My tummy surrender -.-
Selamat hari raya (:
Wednesday, September 8, 2010 || 11:20 PM
I still remember the day Syakir console me and say,
" Syifa, only you can make the change for what you want it to be. "
My other half has gone . Come back fast abang ):
- Im getting exhausted.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010 || 12:04 AM
Iceskating was a great one (: Have soooon more guys ! Well nothing much i can say , work is hectic . I get sleepy and sick easily . But still, i love my fenara sisters, my laughing gas everyday (: Will be having school tomorrow , TEST ! grr . & die die i have to buy my raya heels tmr before papa nag . Hek ! I just hope that the grudges you had is over , i dont want to have a bad time with you . Arguments or keeping quiet solves nth . Its good that you burst everything out , im sorry if i really make you feel very bad . But still , im there for you , you know how much i loveyou and yes , we may be far , but we're near in heart . I've never regret having someone like you . I just want the best in our sistership . Thank you very much sister .& do you know that i miss my baby so much . Shall talk to youu soon (: XoXo !Bye all :D
Friday, September 3, 2010 || 10:04 PM
Yes, teachers day @ SGS was awesome . I miss my sec life , but i will never turn to be like that again ! ahahahas ~ & plus i miss my netballers. Gosh !
Work was pretty cool now , im glad that i have crazy yet sweet sisters . Only at times im mad at you guys . Gagagag ! & please , MY BOYFRIEND CUTE, Jangan nak curik ! Kkekekekek . I've been a sleepy head at work , the computer screen is killing me . Really ~ The participants are like grr .
So now, im waiting for 12 am as im going sahur at JB with family(: & sadded tomorrow i will have to work afternoon shift . But i hope Azirah and My plan will go smoothly , Jgn paitao eh sis . Tsk ~ Bunoh kau . Lols !
& I thank Allah for giving me a better mindset and feelings now . Arguments solves nothing , i juat want the best in us . I apologize if im at fault . But still im happy that we managed to talk things out . Thanks love . Imysm (: XoXo
Da bye .
Thursday, September 2, 2010 || 8:22 PM
Dear Gf ,
I know you're referring to me . I understand you too much . Why are youu trying to say that i changed ? I tried my best to spend my time with you . Correct me if i dint ask you out . But what is your reply ? I have plans , next time and stuff . I have no grudges towards you . I understand you're schooling , youre working . You have your own friends too . So is this still my wrong ? Okay I know its my bad for lefting you out . But still im your listening ears and your spare eyes to cry . Been ages we're together , and now youre keeping everything from me . You used to be firm towards me , why you changed ? I hope that this time we really talk . I dont want to argue with you . Its not worth . I loveyou so much sister ):
Everything turns upside down .