30th December 1993.
She's One In A Million♥
Azirah Alus K. Ayid H. Dian Hazwani Muhd Khidhir Mohd Zaki♥ Tasneem ♥♥Wirda Izzati♥♥
“When There's Up, There's Down”
Thursday, March 31, 2011 || 8:00 PM
Its my turn being sick. Niat di hati nak shopping, end up im being sicko on my bed sleeping due to flu and cough. Sorry mama. Next time eh ! My body feels so jelly jelly . Grr.Today is the end of march, and tomorrow is the start of april. Time really ticks fast without us knowing. 11 more days and im starting school. Got to know that my last year higher nitec friends gotten their results today . Some can make it to poly and i would like to say congratulations ! But some couldnt. Dont give up friends! Now then i wonder how will i do in higher nitec? Will i make my parents proud ? Or i will make them upset. I know that they will accept but i want the best for them. I hope Allah will give me this chance to make them trust me that im grown up and i can do well ! No more playing around , really .
Well, i would like to go ikea tmr. Anyone wants to follow ? kekekek ! && oh im excited for next week Chalet ! :DD
Wednesday, March 30, 2011 || 10:17 PM
Let me have the real post ok. Hee! So today , boyfriend messaged me at 6am -.- Disturbing my sleep when he actually cannot sleep. Then did some housechores and as usual, 12pm is my favourite show which is Buku Harian Baim. Baim is so cute ! Gosh . Feel like pinching his cheeks. Haha ! Then off to serangoon to meet my dearest twin mira. Awhh she's sick, same goes to Baby Fiza. Jangkit me eh! Lol. Then send her to work at nex. Last minute boyfriend Tas wants to meet me there. Dah rindu lah tu. Gagaga ! ♥ and so had our lunch there. He finished up my potato. Tong betul ! :D
At 6pm boyfriend needs to go off work ): But he promised to go shop with me ! Wee make sure. So called mum and meet at my aunt house in Tampines. Chitty chatty , and wooo! She gave me the new edition VICTORIA'S SECRET bag ! & Its RED ! Really love it. How lucky eh. Hahaha ! Lastly dinner at Mukmin's restaurant , but i dint eat much. I dont know why i've been having moody in terms in having my meal . & my breathing is getting harder. Oh Allah !
By the way, i so love Chris Medina's song which is What are words. Salutations for him as he's brave and keep his faith rolling for the only one he love and care. (:
SALAM FRIENDS ! ~
Tuesday, March 29, 2011 || 7:34 PM
Yes im back safely ! Alhamdullillah . But im very sick ): Thank you mama for taking good care of me in the train for 14 hours. Phew! I'll make a good blog when my i have goood stories okay ! :D Bye !
Wednesday, March 23, 2011 || 11:25 AM
Im leaving to Kampong Kelantan with my mama for a so called "Business trip" & also STRESS FREE ! So , please please dont post anything bad in my chatbox okay ! :D I'll be meeting my KUDA'S ! & My babies. Hee . Hope to have a veryyyyyy good vacation ! Loveyouu all friends (:
Nurul Syifaa Z.
Sunday, March 20, 2011 || 10:42 PM
Hahah! Boyfriend tamalu . Siapa nak kahwin entah! Nak kahwin, no money then say student price. Want student price carik at tekka kay boyfriend! Hahah .See We always Gila2 . Loll Im just awake. Soi dont think i m gonna sleep early . Shucks! Please anyone entertain me ! :D
Saturday, March 19, 2011 || 7:05 PM
SATURDAY IS BORING .
Friday, March 18, 2011 || 12:16 AM
Okay okay , just to be clear.. Boyfriend is not as in relationship, but my "Boy" Best friend which i loveeeee so much! :D Please eh , stop ya ya papaya while reading .
Hmmm, only certain people can see and know that im actually trying to be okay whereas im not. See, i only start with "If only" But to end with, "Finally" is way too hard. Yes i smile, i laughed, i joked. Still i cried every single night before going to bed, thinking whats up with me. My friends happily with their life, whereas me ? Im not saying that im not happy with my life but , im lacking of that something in it. Only Allah knows right. I hope when school reopen, i'll start my journey nicely and beautifully . I dont need others to be proud of me , but i only need mom and dad to be. (:
Tuesday, March 15, 2011 || 11:06 PM
Im tired . Had a long day today, and will be having another long day tmr. So Goodnight. Sorry i dont feel like replying text messages, because im lazy to entertain. Bye!Monday, March 14, 2011 || 1:55 PM
My Happy Kids :DIts a superb day with Sata Brothers and Sister. Visits bro Hendra At TTSH. He's getting better, syukur. Have gooood rest bestie! Then Lepaks at Dhoby Ghaut and off home. I swear yesterday is a Laugh Out Loud Day for me. Hahah! All eyes like shit.
Era: Novena square became United Square.
Ifun: Where is ttsh ? -.-
Angin: Novena Square became Velocity.
Me: Novena Square became Square 2.
Nevermind, you all not laughing, i know . But if you guys were there yesterday, you gonna laugh your ass out hahah!
Anyway, Happy Birthday Brother NAZ! Hahah , if i knew i gotta bash you up yesterday . Lets have a picnic sooooooon SATA! :D
Sunday, March 13, 2011 || 2:09 PM
Its really a long day yesterday . Not only babysitting but lepak-ing ! hahahaah . Mama will never change . Busy story tell my friends, whereas im sitting one corner sms-ing. Hahaha. Its all about marina because from marina barrage to marina bay sands to marina square. Kekeeekke, Finally homed at 2am. I eventually slept at mama's room because im scared. Lol , They have been talking about Ghost lor. Grr. So today im gonna visit my dearest brother. Syukur Alhamdulillah his operation is successful. So yeaaaa, Happy sunday everyone! :D
Saturday, March 12, 2011 || 10:41 AM
Ya Allah, Sembuhkan lah sahabat ku Syuhendra. May his operation this afternoon goes well. Brother, make sure you have a good rest and confident before going for the operation. Dont worry, insyaallah you will be fine. You will be in our prayers. Love ya brother! ):
Thursday, March 10, 2011 || 10:29 PM
& now im sure i CAN move on :D Boring Thursday i can say . Mom's out , Brother schooling, Dad's having a busy week. Anw, yesterday was good outing with Aunt and Mom . Went to town just to slack and look around Marina Bay Sands. Its a nice place but not much interesting stuff to do laaaaaah.
Tomorrow i must go out . Im tired of staying home. So i thought of going IT show. Anyone wants to follow? Hehehe . My pocket SEMPIT already . Should have work previous months -.- Nevermind no regrets. :D
Tuesday, March 8, 2011 || 1:29 PM
Hahaha. Too much of memories photos, secondary's diaries, all the sweet sweet stuff. I take one whole day to clean up my crib. Shucks hehe! Especially the drawings of my feature from Yayat. I've beeen searching for it. Anyway, im so sick of staying home!! Can somebody ask me out please? Mum have been nagging for me staying home doing nothing . HAHA! Sorry mama, in one month time you'll miss seeing me staying home because ITS SCHOOOOOOOOL PERIOD! :D
Monday, March 7, 2011 || 3:17 PM
Firstly, im not emo-ing eh please. My blog, the place i share my feelings(:Well, i've tried so hard to ignore but well, it still keeps me running back. But i dont regret and hate. Im sure there's a reason. Still im looking forward for a change in my heart. You know, i've been wondering if my heart is actually filled or empty. Because me myself is totally confused. Like what that "Hamba Allah" says . " By then i will be in dilema".
I think its time for to stress free again! Any ideas how? (: I shall ask boyfriend to follow me fishing. Pfft but he's busy ): Lately my friends is also busy with their stuff .. Sighs , boring me.
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ♥
Sunday, March 6, 2011 || 1:24 AM
Ya Allah, Tenangi Lah Hamba Mu Ini. Semakin hari semakin serabut. Subhanallah..
WHERE ARE YOU? I MISS YOU TOO MUCH ):
Saturday, March 5, 2011 || 4:23 PM
Ya Allah, im so confused. I dont understand why whenever im going towards future, the past drag me again from the back. Im tired of my past and yet im not ready for my future. Am i gonna just be this way forever staying ? I cant be having all at one time and even i dont wanna be having them all. I want that one and only , to stay. But how? Its true what our parents says, do not be too happy because you wont know what will happen later. Yesterday night im smiling widely. Out of the sudden my past returned. & this morning i smiled receiving something. Later, another past returns. I know my post is abit crappy or making people confused. I just cant really let it out. Pfft ~
Friday, March 4, 2011 || 8:17 PM
I just got home. I went out at 4 to meet Boyfriend, accompanied him to Career fair at Suntec City. My previous company had booth there. Its good to see my friends! Awwh :D Sorry Boyfriend, i gotta go home first because i really want to watch Pesta perdana. Hahah! We meeeet some other time, maybe seoul garden okay ! (:
10 more minutes for that show! Yayyyy :D Bye!
Thursday, March 3, 2011 || 2:10 PM
I wonder why people likes to assume things. If its positive assumption im fine with it, whereas this is negatives. Shucks, please be real. Anw, mom is having a moooody time, until im dragged with her emotion. What the hell! I totally dislike when i got no reason to be scolded yakno. Tsk! But still she gets her new Xperia phone -.- BORING! I should have get a new phone! Im tired of using rent phone from my aunt . One day she'll need it back right ! ):
Wednesday, March 2, 2011 || 7:36 PM
Masyaallah, His voice is amazing. His feature is awesome.
I Love Him. Really, i dont care if you people says me like "Macam Faham."
:D
|| 3:11 AM
At twin's place now. Over night at her place. Its fun and saddy. Hahahahaas! " Kasihan terhantuk eh girl." Listen here:Couple fight, Couples argued. But that doesnt mean its the end of the world. Perhaps,be strong and face the challenge. Make a change,because why? You wont know if in future it will be worst. Please dont regret. I love you girlfriend.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011 || 10:58 AM
I hope twin cooked something for me before i reached. HAHAH! My tummy grumps yakno! Haha.