“When There's Up, There's Down”

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Ya Allah, im so confused. I dont understand why whenever im going towards future, the past drag me again from the back. Im tired of my past and yet im not ready for my future. Am i gonna just be this way forever staying ? I cant be having all at one time and even i dont wanna be having them all. I want that one and only , to stay. But how?