He's been busy.
I miss the proper date we used to have.

Its been awhile though. Sighs~

I'll pray that whatever it is, we will stay strong.

Insyallah Amin.

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Boyfriend, if you were to read this.. :

1) I wanna thank you for understanding me and endure with my “attitude”

.2) I really miss those funny and sweet moments we had,
plus late night talk and good time we spent. Yes i really missed it

.3) & lastly, i want you to know that you’ve light up my world and when i say i love you,
believe me. I really do .. ♥

Mama have been crying and sad. She disagree of me goinng to Medan with school on june holidays for 14 days. How ? I want to go, but seeing mama this way.. makes me feel bad. Sigh.
Mama, insyaallah nothing bad will happen and i will be just fine, i will only need to you to pray for my safety and health . /:

And anyway, i've made a tumblr account, still i will not ignore my blog.
It holds many archives. The sweet ones, and bad ones. Especially with boyfriend. (;
Papa bochui, accidentally told me that he read my DIARY. Shitty ! Privacy.
Make me so malu ok. Every single thing is written in it and he read it? NO NO! ahhhh~

Lastly, thank you boyfriend for your little time. I know you're sick but still spare your time for me though its only like half an hour. So yeah you might not be home this holidays. I shall just be a good girl huh. No more naughty. LOL Its hard to accept the fact but, patience aje lah needed.
Only Allah knows how much I miss you, the silly conversation we had. The real date we had.
So yea, i believe that Allah is testing us and "Ada hikmah disebaliknya" .
I will always stay strong with my feet and it will all be worth it. Amin. (:

Eh Hi bloggy! See im superly fat huh?
I've been looking back my pictures in past blog post.
So called kind of slim lah ok! Sheeeesh.

Boyfriend makes me eat and makes me happy ! So blame him. Haha!

Well, today marks our 4monthsary together. I've never though that i would have him as my partner before. & worst, i cant believe that i can endure his irritating-ness!

I used to ignore his annoying faces and attitudes.

But now, when he's away i miss every little things from him.

Dear boyfriend, you complete my day. You make me smile every single minute.

I shall say that you beared with my behaviour. Yeah like you say, im growing.

I hope you wont stop loving and losing faith in me because you make me a whole dear.

I know that in life we cant have too high expectations but this time im sure you will be my future.

I believe in you, your sincerity and your pure love towards me.

Insyaallah, may we last till eternity. Baby, you're the reason i laugh, smile, cry, mad, and love.

You're one and only. Lots of love~

Sidetrack- Happy 15th birthday Cody Simpson! Xoxo hee.

Loverboy wont be coming home this weekends.
Means that i have to be independant to find something to fill my spaces.
See dear, without you my time is empty. Hmms!
Imissyou, come home soon dear.

So, school will be opening on 9th jan. Can say that i cant wait to meet my girls.
But start stressing of the new topics. Oh dear.

Well, talking abt school reopen, something cross my mind.

Uhhuh, it reminds me of the first day of school & boyfriend is the one whom wake me up.

Though that point of time we're not together. Hahas!

Its kinda funny that we're together now after what had happened.

Still, thank allah. You sent me the best gift.

♥

I miss you dear.

Be safe wherever you are.
You light up my world like nobody else.

Love you truck loads ♥