Mama have been crying and sad. She disagree of me goinng to Medan with school on june holidays for 14 days. How ? I want to go, but seeing mama this way.. makes me feel bad. Sigh.
Mama, insyaallah nothing bad will happen and i will be just fine, i will only need to you to pray for my safety and health . /:

And anyway, i've made a tumblr account, still i will not ignore my blog.
It holds many archives. The sweet ones, and bad ones. Especially with boyfriend. (;
Papa bochui, accidentally told me that he read my DIARY. Shitty ! Privacy.
Make me so malu ok. Every single thing is written in it and he read it? NO NO! ahhhh~

Lastly, thank you boyfriend for your little time. I know you're sick but still spare your time for me though its only like half an hour. So yeah you might not be home this holidays. I shall just be a good girl huh. No more naughty. LOL Its hard to accept the fact but, patience aje lah needed.
Only Allah knows how much I miss you, the silly conversation we had. The real date we had.
So yea, i believe that Allah is testing us and "Ada hikmah disebaliknya" .
I will always stay strong with my feet and it will all be worth it. Amin. (: