You wouldn't know just how much I Love you. - Darin Zanyar,

Heart aching, tryna calm myself down. My mood flew away. Making myself hyper and happy at the party when actually im faking it. Mom says " You are very good at faking something, but not with me, because im your mother. " Yes mom, you know me too much. Heh, just dont like to put my anger to others. So yah. (:

Happy 18th birthday to my dearest cousin and  I Love you since we were little. Met my CCK juniors. Hoho, miss that school ! & yeah! Brother Hendra and Amin dropped down to meet me too. Appreciate it, cause i miss them much! Crap alot, and ofcourse story sharing session is the best. They have been my listening ears. Boyfriend were there too. So everything goes well!

Tomorrow im gonna work my ass out to kill time and kill my moodless mode. Hehe!
Nights peoplette! :D



" Distance does not ruin people's relationship.

You dont have to see someone everyday to be in love. "

Missing this boy is not a new thing. When i miss him, i will always read those messages and photos. Haha! He really make me smile. Allah teaches me a lesson and given me a chance to learn how to appreciate people.

So anyway, my week was good. Work was a nice one. Really boost my time to past fast. School was a little bit tiring. Mentally! Im trying to be serious in my studies. Especially the school projects for all subjects. So far, i've been writing down notes :D
I just want the best for myself and my family. Mama, i know you want to see me holding a degree. Insyaallah mama, your prayers will be fulfill. As im growing, i understand and putting myself in mama shoes. All the nags that she have said really make me into a WOMAN.
One day, i will make you proud of me mom. You will never be replace. ♥

Same goes to boyfriend, all he wanted is the best in me. I appreciate your thought baby. I want the best in you too, in fact US. Cause you make me a whole (:
My friends have been there for me too much. I thank them for every little thing.

Time check, its 1.21 am and im still not in my wonderland. I could'nt sleep. Not because boyfriend is still out but, something just bother my mind. Still tryna figure out.
Just kinda hate to have this lil feelings. Well, istighfar is the best way.
I shall continue reading my new Novel called " Sentuhan Cinta." Am eager to finish the book.

Goodnight blogger, and beautiful girls plus handsome boys!
Be happy, no grudges ♥
& Baby, I love your smile. Please smile for me everytime ok (:

" The day I'll go on my knees for another girl, is the day I'll tie a shoe lace for our daughter."
The best line said by a guy.

So people, my day was tiring. Had to clean up the whole house due to the restoring of our new Aircon. Now im feeling cooler. Ahchey! heh. Tomorrow i'll be working, & my body is aching. Its like the WHOLE body ok. Seriously need a massage session. Should'nt have carry those heavy mugs at work. Now my abdomen starts to have pains again, & especially my cyst side. Just hope that my cyst wont be growing again. I had enough being warded and going for several checkups.

Haha, it reminds me of those times when boyfriend came to visit me at CGH. His face was funny and priceless eh. Lols~ Night talk with him yesterday was great. Its hard for us to have quality time to share our daily stories. Yeah i understand and will always wait. Cos waiting will worth it all insyaallah. Thanks for the Movie treat yesterday. The Vow was not that bad, just need a little change here and there in some parts. (:

I miss brother Hendra, sad that i couldn't join him today. Soon ok brah? Shall get my novel finish . Nights people ! Stay happy and beautiful. Xoxo !

P/s (Boyfriend) : YOU wanna know who's amazing and has the cutest smile ever?
Read the first word again.♥

Its our 7th Monthsary today ♥

But boyfriend is in camp. However, it touches my heart as its the first he wishes me first.

Haha! I guess its because i've been sulking for the whole day? Hees.

As you know, Your furious-ness, irritating-ness, lazy-ness! Makes me love you even deeper.

Baby, we might not have a perfect relationship, but as long as we put the effort and make the best out of what we have , we will have a good relationship insyallah.

I've never regret choosing you to be part of my life. I know this gonna sound so WORLD.

But so what, my wants and needs. Make sure i'll be the one that will take care of your kids in the future since you've said that day before going to sleep that im the girl that you want in your life. Hohoho!

Dear, you meant alot to me.
I couldnt imagine now without you with me.
Im pretty sure its gonna be normal life but not as better as i have you.

I Love You ♥

The Arrival Of Sha & Faz Junior.
My newborn Cousin. Yet to give him a name.

He's Adorable right ? Im missing him already.

Alhamdulillah both mom and son are safe. Allah is great!

Syifa dah mula feeling feeling future. Oh Oh! Haha.
But however it makes me scared listening to how Aunty sha gave birth.
The pain that they will remember forever. Phew!
Every lady wants to experience it right? Hehes.

I miss boyfriend. His laughter and lazy face kept coming into my mind.
Come home soon dear? I miss being mad at you and sulk infront of you.

Oh and it reminds me of the day i start liking you. Haha! Calling you Mr Weird.
Ah shit, memories again huh. Hohoho!

Much love Honey or shall i say MR CLOWN♥

Oh well, I GOT THE JOB!

Alhamdulillah. I'll be starting probably next tuesday? At fish n Co (:

& the good thing is, i'll be working with girlfriend Nurfa! Yayness.

Anyway, I have this weakness ykno.

The thing is, i cant stay MAD at boyfriend.

Whenever im upset or mad, he will always do stupid jokes or whatnots just to make me smile.

His pathetic and irritating face really works to cheer me up.
However, dont you test my patience huh. Hehe!

Im blessed to be with you ♥

Hoping to see you at Mama's party this friday.

Missing you (;