“When There's Up, There's Down”
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
August 2011
September 2011
December 2011
January 2012
February 2012
March 2012
April 2012
May 2012
June 2012
July 2012
August 2012
September 2012
October 2012
November 2012
December 2012
January 2013
February 2013
March 2013
April 2013
May 2013
June 2013
July 2013
August 2013
September 2013
October 2013
December 2013
January 2014
February 2014
March 2014
April 2014
May 2014
June 2014
July 2014
August 2014
September 2014
October 2014
November 2014
December 2014
January 2015
February 2015
March 2015
April 2015
June 2015
July 2015
September 2015
April 2016
July 2016
December 2016
March 2017
Monday, July 30, 2012 || 11:39 PM
" Sometimes its about choosing between what's best for yourself, or doing what's best for others."
Im tired of following people way, always. But yeah, this is life. Just be patience. Uhhuh!
So well well, its been awhile since i blog ey.
Life is much more busy now. I dont even get to break fast with family often. I spent more time in school and work. Reports after reports. And too much to emphasize. Hmms, when will this thing ends. I really need a Getaway! Nevermind, in the end everything will worth my effort. Insyaallah !
I am so excited for september! Exams end and i im gonna have my holiday to PORT DICKSON!
Yeeeeeeah! Its been years since i go on a real holiday with family ok. Then i'll be having Staff party too! Glad that Dad allow me. But crap thing is the theme willbe retro. How the fish am i suppose to dress? -.- Next, im so happy that im chosen to go to Blaze Camp 2 ! Probably at Bintan for 4 days. But not all my friends are chosen to ): Need to make new friends again. Alahais!
Basically, i just got home from work and yeah my body needs a good rest.
Appart of that, i miss boyfriend's sisters! Its been like a month since i got to meet them?
I really need to quickly clear my stuff and have a little bit fun.
I miss boyfriend too. Perhaps, too much.
Hoping that he's fine in camp and till we meet again soon.
Much Love XoXo. ♥
Wednesday, July 18, 2012 || 11:53 PM
Alhamdulillah, Maya's 21st surprise party was a successful one.
Glad that she loves it. Oh and thanks to My girls from MFM for the help.
So now, finally me and fareha can rest, Haha!
& Ofcourse thanks to Nana for the sweet rainbow cupcakes! Marvellous. ♥
We had so much fun together. End up being home at 2am in the morning. The fun and joy will stays!
Anyway, the best part now is, we've done with our Tourism Report! Woohoo~ Its a relieve.
Now left with the presentation and Marketing Report. Jiayou syifa! You can do this.
I am so gonna show to those people who looked down on me. Yeah im noisy and social, but that doesnt mean that im not serious in my studies ok. Plus i am so happy that i passed my Marketing CA.
See mama, i proof to you that all this while i've been studying, so please stop nagging :D
Loveyou Mom ♥
Ramadhan will be in 2 days time. Ramadhan last year was a fruitful and sweet one.
I will never forget what had happen last Ramadhan. Thats when me and boyfriend got back together.
Insyaallah, this time round i will have a good ramadhan and aidilfitri with friends and family. Also, love. Just hoping that i wont fall sick like last year. Im feeling so weak nowdays. Feeling so tired and body aches here and there.
I miss my dear. Hoping that he's safe and secured.
I will always wait for you ♥
Friday, July 13, 2012 || 12:25 AM
" Patience is Virtue."
Hey whaddup peopleeeeeh! My day was good. Lets start about yesterday? Well, after school, me and the girls rushed to watch The Amazing Spiderman with boyfriendz! It was awesome, however i love the previous Peter Parker and the story too. Previous one have better impact than now. Well my point of view. Then, we had a very good dinner at our workplace, Fish n Co. & Thanks much to Khairin for the treat. It was shocking, really. Haha! Next time i'll treat you ok darling. Hehehes! Well, we laughed our asses out and when im home, a disaster happened.
I realized that my Make up Pouch gone missing. Worst, my spectacles were inside. Feel like screaming and crying. Hoho! Yea, boyfriend just did lecturing me. Ok my bad, but what to do. It already happened eyy. BUT, syukur alhamdulillah, i misplaced it in the cinema and they kept it for me. Thanks to fareha and maya for helping and making me SURPRISED. Chet !
So today, half of Tourism project done. Hoping that it will 100% done by sunday so, i can hand in peacefully on monday insyaallah! :D Worked night shift. I feel like dying. Fullhouse and im greeter for the day. Very kecoh lah please. But no problem, Super Syifa did well at work. Kekekeke!
My Spideyman(Baby) sang a song for me, and i still can feel the giggle i had just now!
Hehe, Love you Chinaman . Xoxo ♥ Goodnight.
Monday, July 9, 2012 || 8:47 PM
" We got that special thang going on. ♥ "
Well, though we dont meet everyday like other couples do, the love that we share still stays strong.
That little key is Trust and Understanding. Loving you is the sweetest thing.
Now, im cracking my brains on my Tourism CA. Though its only 4 chapter, helljyeah i cant absorb a little thing. This is the problem of memorizing. You remembered and when you change to the next topic, you kept forgetting the previous one. I seriously need a GETAWAY. If only mom let.. Ahhh!
My 3 weeks of holidays seems nothing. As the only place i went was, Work School and Home. Like no life like that ehh. The fact is, i have nothing on mind to do. Its been a long time since i went for some iceskating session, going to like Zoo or something. Perghh~
Im waiting for 17th july for a chalet potluck with the fisherians! Gonna set myself free seriously.
Okay whats next? Hmm, I have nothing much to say i guess? I shall stop here then.
& Baby boo, do you know that you know me so well that i just couldnt lie to you. Haha!
You are the best gift baby. ♥
Goodnight World.
Tuesday, July 3, 2012 || 11:22 PM
HIP HIP HURRAY!
Finally, after months of brain and energy cracking, the MINDS event was a successful one.
I am so happy with the effort we contribute.
Especially to the people who volunteers in the event including the performers and emcees.
The kids was awesome and aggresive. I miss them already ey,
However, i cant be having fun now. when school reopen , i left with 2 days to revise my Tourisn CA1. Seriously, im not ready. Upcoming projects and reports at one go, not funny ok.
Half of my brain, err kinda not functioning? haha!
So yeah, i had so much fun with people around me. But when im home, im quiet. Alahais, why like that eh. My manager Jas wants to treat me watch spideyman!!!! hahaahah . Sure or not lah he. But whatever it is, i must watch. Because thats my fave hero! :D
Boyfriend promise to watch with me, end up BOCHAP! Dah bye ah. Hek.
GOODNIGHT PEOPLEEH!
Sunday, July 1, 2012 || 11:40 PM
Life gets tougher these days.
I cry, but no one knows. No one bother to understand.
But its ok, as long as Allah is there to listen, im fine with it.
Im trying my very best to put my emotional aside when it comes to work and school.
& that is why people think im leading a happy and cheerful life.
Yeah i am noisy and social. Only when it comes to the people around me.
No, i am not complaining but im just expressing. This is my blog and i have the right to say anything.
I miss those time when i were young, no stress, no pressure and just have fun!
However, yeah life goes on and maturity changes.
We have to accept the challenge. But im not strong enough to take this challenge im facing.
I almost break down. I almost wanted to give up in school.
But alhamdulillah, thanks to my girls Fareha and Maya who have been supporting me this while.
As a girl, i admit, we want attention. Especially from the people we really love.
& do you know how sucks it feels to be ignore ? It feels PUKE.
As if you dont even exist in this world.
Pfft, i had enough of being ignored. & yes im proudly to say, i am very independent to make my own choice.
I thank my Allah, my girls and my diary who have been holding my tears and the one who listens to what i gotta say. Yes syifa, life move on with a new challenge every day.
Its the matter of we want or not.
" Say what you feel, cos those who mind dont matter, and those who matter dont mind."