Life gets tougher these days.

I cry, but no one knows. No one bother to understand.
But its ok, as long as Allah is there to listen, im fine with it.

Im trying my very best to put my emotional aside when it comes to work and school.
& that is why people think im leading a happy and cheerful life.
Yeah i am noisy and social. Only when it comes to the people around me.

No, i am not complaining but im just expressing. This is my blog and i have the right to say anything.

I miss those time when i were young, no stress, no pressure and just have fun!

However, yeah life goes on and maturity changes.
We have to accept the challenge. But im not strong enough to take this challenge im facing.
I almost break down. I almost wanted to give up in school.
But alhamdulillah, thanks to my girls Fareha and Maya who have been supporting me this while.

As a girl, i admit, we want attention. Especially from the people we really love.
& do you know how sucks it feels to be ignore ? It feels PUKE.

As if you dont even exist in this world.
Pfft, i had enough of being ignored. & yes im proudly to say, i am very independent to make my own choice.

I thank my Allah, my girls and my diary who have been holding my tears and the one who listens to what i gotta say. Yes syifa, life move on with a new challenge every day.
Its the matter of we want or not.

" Say what you feel, cos those who mind dont matter, and those who matter dont mind."