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Tuesday, September 25, 2012 || 11:33 PM
" Friendship isnt about how long you knew each other but the way you treasure them."
I miss having fun times with this two buddy. Whenever we work together, there's never silence in workplace. Yeah, we work and have fun at the same time. I treasure Fareha and Khairin. They are just like my siblings. Perhaps, they understand me more that others do. When im down, gosh! They are like my guardian angels. If only i could bring them home and make me smile 24 hours.
Well, i should be sleeping by now as im working in the morning tomorrow, but this body feels cranky at this hour. I need a real feeling of holiday people! Come on, ask me out please. I dont feel the excitement this holidays yakno. Sad to say, school will be opening next week. Im starting to stress for my school project PLUS blaze project. Gahh! Its like hunting me please.
Oh yes, talking about Balze. It was an AWESOME camp at Mawai Kota Tinggi. Especially the trekking at Gunong Arong. The place was cool and nice. Just like a paradise mayne. Of course the activities was good. One thing that i will not forget is that i fell in the "POND' & it hits my "BESTFRIEND'. Ouch okay! Im bless that i have two bodyguards with me Taufiq and Fattah.
Its a different place from singapore really. I just love the way they live there. Its so peaceful no noise. Ahhhh! Especially when stargazing. Hehe! Makes me miss people in singapore. Oh & ! Im gonna miss their toilet. Cols water and no lights. Haha! Its memorable camp afterall. The food just made me fatter seh. I thought of getting slimmer going there, but it turns other way round.
So well, boyfriend have 3 phones with him now. SHOW OFF SIAK! -.- So this means 3 responsibilities right (: Ah and yeah, since he have 3 phones and i couldnt get thru him, seriously, GO TANAM YOUR PHONE DEEP DEEP. :D Heha!
Im excited to spend my luxurious time with my babyg fareha tmr night! yeah. Sleep well peoplez!
♥
Sunday, September 16, 2012 || 5:08 PM
" I dont enjoy hurting people's feelings, but i cant always bite my tongue."
I really had enough of some people stupid assumption. Seriously, you people need course of knowing the difference between SAYING and ASKING. Yes, i am a straightforward person and when i hate something i will say. I also know that you people dont really like with what my says and my way. But that is the only way you guys will change and understand. For god sake, you people really sucks in thinking. There is no use of being good in IQ but bad in EQ. Pfft! Sick and tired of enetertaining this shit. All this while, i tried my best to ignore and give in but you guys dont bother appreciating, in fact setting fire. Do whatever you like people.
It was a LAZY weekend i can say. I only spent my weekends in the room. Reading novels, update diary and surfing net. Cant it be any better ? Pfft. Hoping that tonight dinner with cousins will still go on. I need some fresh air. Im left with a day, then i will off to Kota Tinggi for four days on my Blaze camp 2. Im not sure if my heart really want to go. But still, its a compulsary thing. sheesh, hate this 50/50 feeling. 4 days is kinda long to me. Im gonna miss mom alot. ): Yeah, i know mom kinda sad of me going there. Dont worry mom, pray for my wellness there ok. Loveyou Mom.
Im crazy if i were to say that i dont miss Boyfriend. But its okay, im trained to be patiently wait. (:
Im gonna miss talking you Babyboy. You better take good care ! See you when im back perhaps.
Phew, nothing much to say lah. Sayang gila sama lu ah bro! HAHA :D
Miss your cranky face ♥
Dont do it when im not around ok .
And hey, "Somewhere in between all of our long talks, laughs, jokes, and stupid little fights, I fell in Love with you again and again. ♥
Bye people (:
Wednesday, September 12, 2012 || 8:27 PM
Dear boyfriend, Happy One year Anniversary♥
(11092011) ♥
I remember the day we met. Both shy, but wanted to talk. Even when we tried
we didn’t know what to say. Day by day, we took it slow and our conversations began to be better.
Ahas! I still remember your favourite word. "INNAWAY" haha! I have no idea whats with that word actually. Do you know that you are the most WEIRD person i've loved and that is what i love the most. You're too special. Its funny to take a look back at how we build up this relationship and we argued, quarell and even being annoying to each other. Aha! You just create a smile on my face.
Seriously, loving you isnt bad at all and being with you makes me happy.
Every morning, i thank Allah for giving me a chance to see the world and still be there for you, loving you. I couldnt imagine life without you. Yeah this are just words, but however, without words, actions wont be proven. I pray to Allah to avoid you from danger and so. Yes, i know at times im sure that you felt irritated or maybe tired of my babbling. Always repeat of you to eat, rest, and so on. & that is because i still care dear. We will never know when our life ends right. The only thing i want is seeing you happy which leads happiness to me too.
I hope your happiness lies with me. In fact in us. It doesnt really matter how long we've known or be together. Cause what matters most is the faith and love to each other. Im glad that we both know our limits and understand each other situation. You have always been my supporting tool. I love your cute surprises and so. We dont really have to tell the whole world about us. That simplicity in us is really enough to me.
People say, every man are the same. They run after girls, and when they get bored they leave girls hanging. But correction, i dont find that in you though we cant predict the future. But i believe, if we both work it out, insyaallah we will always stay strong. I hope you will not get tired of me huh. Ahas!
My friends sees how i lead this relationship. And even they admit that they cant afford to be as patient as i am. Who always wait for your call at night, waited for your last minute book out so that we could meet. Especially who try to wash away the insecure feelings as you're far from me.
Yes, i am a normal girl who have the same feelings like the rest. But see, as long as you treat me well and trust me, im ready to put all the negative thoughts away.
So dear, at this thankful day, i want you to know that you are the best gift from Allah.
I will treasure this relationship. No matter how hard the challenges will be, i will stand right next to you and face it together strongly.
Loving you is just like a big thing to me.
Once again, Happy 1st baby ♥
With Love, A lady who wants to share her life with you♥
Sunday, September 9, 2012 || 9:36 PM
Oh yeah! Exams finally over! Alhamdulillah.
My head feels better now. Hehe! However, praying hard to get good results.
The papers was killer actually. But i've given my very best, so now i hafta tawakkal.
So the first plan was sucessfully done which is Raya with the ITE-rians!
It was a good day though my heels kinda kill me. Ahas!
Overall, im glad to be given a chance raya with them this year. (:
Oh wait, im not done yet. Saw those pictures above?
Guess what, i had an awesome GETAWAY AT PORT DICKSON!
Though im down with fever and its just 2 days 1 night holiday, i feel so good!
Thanks to mom and dad for granting my wish.
I think i really deserve this holiday after months of cracking brains.
If i were given a chance , i would like to got there again insyaallah with ... haha! Ok fine.
Then, before we head back to singapore , we stopped at Melaka to stroll around. So i got my batik bag! Yeehaa~ Happy Girl ! I change my 50 dollars to RM but only used up 25 Rm. Doinks!
So next week and so, i will be busy with briefings before my Blaze camp at Malaysia. Phew! My holidays seems to be pack. Trying to plan my schedule properly.
Hoping that i will atleast get to meet my boyfriend before my 4 days camp starts.
Its been a week since we met. Hey, i really miss you. No joke.
♥♥♥
So goodnight people. Have a great week ahead !♥