" Allah will make a way, when there seems to be no way."

Alhamdulillah im back from kampong safely. However, my trip was tiring and i had a boring and sick Aidiladha ever. Well, we wont know when and how illness could attack us right. So here's the story, we're having Tahlil on one of the night, before it starts, we family prayed Maghrib together and on the 2nd rakaat i COLLAPSED. Yeah, it seems funny when i fall but only Allah knows how pain my chest /rib was that moment. I have no idea why i collapsed eventhough i already took my medications. So it seems to be a resting and sleeping week for me. Sighs.

Im not trying to be mad or putting blame.I dont even want to complain on my illness, but im tired of it. It feels like just giving up. My hearts was like " I rather sleep forever than taking this challenge to accept the pain. " But i know that life must move on. Be strong and whatnots. Its only easy to say but hard to do. True that? So i've made my mind to stop with the medications. I dont wanna depend too much on it. I will not stop praying to Allah to give me the strength. Insyaallah amin.

Syukur life has been nice to me. The people around me who gave me supports and never failed to make me laugh. Yes thank you so much. (: Especially work place, make me laugh every single moment though at times we have some arguments. Thats normal in work right. Hehes! Now school, its really damn BORING. If its not because of projects and attendance i will stay out from class. Haha! I just dont like the surroundings anymore. Some people just love giving cold shoulder and look down. Haha, its okay.. At the end of the day, allah will show us who's right and who's wrong. No point arguing or giving bad impression. It will be worsened perhaps.

Okay, i shall stop here. Goodnight people.

& Oh, i miss my boyfriend. I hope he does too? ♥