Alhamdulillah, a year older a year wiser.

Yesterday was a good 19th surprise.
Thank All for the well wishes.

And ofcourse thanks to mom and dad for giving me the support in everything i do. Now that im 19th i should not always be depending on you both. Pray for your daughter okie (:
Thanks too Boyfriend and family for the surprise and the presents. I appreciate it ! And loveit so much.

So ya! HAPPY 2013 EVERYONE! Still not sure whats my plan for tonight.
Papa has given me a green light to go out! yeah! So we'll see how. Hehe.

Tadaa people (:

 

" I want us to breathe together as one again."

 

Salam people! I admit i am so lazy to update hehe. I've been so busy with work that makes me weak.
I have no rest for these few weeks. If im not working, i have outings. So yeah.

However, my holiday seems good though i dont go out that much. Going out with my cute girls Wirda, Nana and Tiqaa was awesome! Looking forward for more hangout session (:

The actual thing is that i dont have much to blog just that i have nothing to do now as im waiting for time to get ready and off to work. Goodness, today's XMAS eve, get ready for disaster. Haha! Confirm plus chop, it will be pack huh. Anyway, wish me luck. Will be having Christmas dinner at work as well. Nah i dont celebrate but just to join the fun . But i dont exchange gifts (: Hehe!

Guess what, 6 days more to go and im officially 19! Haha, but this year i dont feel like celebrating it. So i told mom to buy a small cake and cut it at home. Simple sweet 19 (: I dont wanna waste their money for dinner and stuff cause im sure they need it more for our new house next year. Just a well wishes from them will do (: But my friends has already chopped me to celebrate my birthdays. haha! Told cha, my birthday aint one day but it continues till the next year. WAHAHAHA! Kinda weird lah, everyone waits for a new year and im waiting to be one year older. haha!

This week isnt being too good to me. I tend to be angry and sad actually but what makes me proud was that finally i tried to control it. When i say control is not towards the people i've thrown my temper but to myself. I've been crying to sleep but i think not anymore. I think there's no use wasting my tears to a beautiful dream and wake up on a brand new day. Just accept what Allah gives (:

I apologize if i gave shit but im a human, and humans make mistakes,

♥




 

" You knew me better than I knew myself. You loved me like nobody else."

I had fun and good rest last weekends. So let me start with Friday. Family went for a short vacation at Cameron Highland without me due to cousins wanna tag along. So im all alone in singapore. Thank Allah boyfriend's with me (: So tag along with his family for INCANTO. Thank you Cik Bob for the tix. Its cool but kinda scary yakno! Haha! It was a good night overall.

Well saturday was a "Stay home and rest day." Me and cousin spend our day sleeping, watching tv and Eating! Haha. However watched APM. Im so happy for my Abang Taufik for getting 3 awards. hehe! Always looking hot . Shh! Sunday? Spend my afternoon with boyfriend. And had my lunch at his house. BUT hell at night. It was a busy sunday night at work. Moreover, i hafta do BAR. And for the first time, i did 40 PLUS DIVERS CHOICE. ( Hard drinks.) Just feel like killing the customers lah please. Next time, just drink plain water lah! Loll.

So for today, hmm well... I supposed that someone should be up by now as he said that he gonna meet me today. But.... it seems that someone is still snoring like there's no tommorow ehh. Lol! Haha. So still wondering what shall i do on this cool monday. Im awaiting for my babygirl Fareha to come back from batam! I have LOAD of stories to share. Hoho!

And ofcourse i would like to wish all my love ones who's taking N LEVEL result today. All the best yo! I felt it before. And now, i regret for not taking O level lah please /:

Ok till here. So excited for Tuesday date with Wirda, Nana and Tiqaa tommorow! Ahuuuu~ Bye.

p/s: I love you endlessly th Boyfriend. ♥

 

"Im getting really tired of losing people."


My week was a really good one. Work was just fine, school was nice as its only for a few days. Had real fun with ADMIN students on thursday for a team bonding event. I really hope our event goes well with them there. & hey people, HOLIDAYS HERE! Oh jyeah! So i shall sleeep real late and watch late night online movies. Hehe! However im abit upset lah that i didnt get to work full shift for the 2 days though i persuade my manager /: I wanna work my ass out so that i can get a new wallet from FOSSIL! I'll get you baby very soon hopefully. Anyway, i had a good shopping and late dinner with Nurfa yesterday. So glad that it was a good dinner for her at madjack since it was her first time. I can really her happy face. So epic! Haha!

Oh yeah, boyfriend ended his National Service. Very Happy for him but irritated with his ORD OHH and HIS PINK IC. hahaha ! Noisy ah you. But well, get a good job and dont always go lepak lepak! Yakdush him if he does. :P But sad thing is, its like almost all my brothers and cousins now serving NS. So lonely, no more sense of humour with them /: Whatever it is, life goes on!

Family will be going to Cameron Highlands for a short Holiday. However I will not be going. Kinda sad as im working and have to settle every little bit of my project. I shall say next time perhaps? But i am so gonna enjoy my holiday here in SINGAPORE! Will try to make use of this holiday unlike last term as exams around the corner. So yeah, any plans come beep me. haha! Excited to have a date with my sister WIRDA! Shall bring her shopping huh. :P

As for now, i am making a tough decision to join my dance members back for dancing again or not. Well yes, dancing is my passion. But its been quite sometimes you see, and if dad finds out, I will be dead for sure. He just doesnt like it. We'll see how eh. Okay I shall start my movie marathon. Bye you Alls! Happy Weekdays! :D

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"Forget what hurt you, but never what it taught you."

Hello December! Welcome to 2012! Dont leave too fast. Let me enjoy my holidays starting from next week please! Hehes. I will try to have full attendance next week. I've received the second WARNING LETTER YOUKNO! Papa gonna kill me if he knew this. Hehe, well teenage student. Whatever it is, im so glad that my group have done the proposal before the deadline. DAMN, WE'RE THE LAST MINUTE TEAM HUH? So people, stop looking down on us ok. But the event, im left with a month. I really think its gonna be so rushing. Okay we can do this.

So its only the starting of december and shits happened again. However i had a goooood relaxing time by the beach alone yesterday. Yeah it sounds crazy of me but its a good thing to do. At times you just need to be alone and feel the surroundings. Its normal to be alone for me anyways. Aha! People there looked at me on the mat awkwardly watching "ISTANBUL AKU DATANG' hah! Hell yeah, MYOB.

And today, Sunday... Uhmmm, i shall meet my Brother Hendra. Its been months since we talk. I have a list to share with him. Thank you for always being there for me though we ARGUE TOO MUCH.
Hehe. Then i hafta head to work in the evening. WAIT, im not complaining. Im lovin it ! Though work hasnt been good to us but the people and the thing im doing just awsum! A place where i smile all the time. All stuffs in my head dissolve. & more today it will only be the 3 of us working. Gonna show them how charlie angels worked. HAHA! Wish us luck.

Ok people, enjoy your Sunday before heading back to MONDAY BLUEs. Taadaa!

" They dont care till its too late."