"Life is weird. First you wanna grow up, then you wanna be a kid again."

Well yeah. If only i could turn back the time. 

I miss the memories. Be it the sweet one and the bitter one. 

Without the sweet, i wouldnt be this happy.

Without the bitter, i wouldnt learn from my lesson.

Especially memories with my man. 

It never fails to make me giggle, cry and smile.

Just too cute and funny how someone loves you for wjo you are.

And especially sacrifice every single thing just to be with you.

Yes thats what my man did. And it makes me touched with the little things he did.

Well people make mistakes and dont realize it.

But I thank Allah for giving us a chance.

After awhile of silence, i never thought that we would be back again.

Not even as friend. My head says that I hate him for leaving me.

But this little heart hafta disagree and say that , 

He'll come back with a reason that i'll accept.

The past teaches me a lesson to differentiate between Love and Like.

When someone Loves you. It means that they accept you for who you are.

Willing to take up the challenge. Never regret for what had happened.

Running over you without fears or anybody helps. 

Just, sometimes Love doesnt mean that you hafta be together..

Just like sacrifice Love for someone else?

Just to see your love ones being happy.

Alhamdulillah, It was worth my wait cause I really know he's the one.

Never regret my past presemt and maybe future?

Loving him is already part of me. 

Thank you Allah for this wonderful gift.  

(:

" Everyday I woke up next to an angel. -Bruno Mars"

Firstly, Alfateha to my very Good friend Firdaus who met an accident and left us at this young age. Thank you for all the memories brother. I'll miss every laughter and listening to each other's stories.. May you be placed in paradise. Insyaallah Amin.

I still have no idea what shall i do since i have no schools. Hais, should have put more effort in my studies. Its ok, there's always other ways and choice. Really hope to get a better job. Papa have been asking and giving me till june to work FishnCo. 

But I just love working there. Its the most fun job i ever had. 

I know i wont be workimg there for the rest of my life. 

I'll leave everythimg to Allah then. 

Well I miss my cute sisters. Wirda Izzati is now busy with school. 

Not able to layan her crap yang forever lah please. haishais. 

Then i miss Mirrah Iffahh with their never ending stories. Haishais. 

I shall find a good time with them. My day never get bored layaning them. 

In fact I can be the lamest person for em. Hehe!

Lastly. My boyfriend have been weirdly funny and IDK what his character like.

When i said something fishy, he will laugh his ass out. Bang my head. Haha!

He said he love seeing me feeling insecure and worried. 

See how bad can he be? 

Be thankful to have me for entertaining your crap every single day.

Love you Sugar. 

"We love each other's weakness and being weird together."

Thank you Boyfriend for being there at my worst. 

You're next to me when it all falls appart. 

However, i gotta pick myself up. Cause i cant always be depending on people.

Love you Honey.

Well, humans are not perfect. Still, we're always given a chance to change.

But what if we change, and people still holds grudge on us. 

Im not being childish, but talking the right thing. When you speak something,

people have the other way of mindset. What youre shooting towards me,

will end up shooting you back. Honestly, you've lost my respect. 

So all the hugs and misses are just fake? Listen up.

Though youre older than me, doesnt me your thinking and what you do is always right.

I have feelings too. You said i was your friend. But you kept a fake heart for me.

A good friend wants the best for her. Not being selfish and conquer everything.

Im sad to say that i regretted loving you just like a sister after what you said. 

It hurts. 

No point hating or keep this argument going on.

 The cycle will repeat again and again.

Its better that i stop here and stop trusting too much.

Life's so hard when you care and being too nice to people. 

I hope Allah gave you a chance to change and think. 

Alright, shall stop here. Bye all.

" Talk is cheap, but actions are priceless. "

HI blog. I know i've abandoned for weeks. Well life's good but aint really good.
Guess what, my Poly application results was unsuccessful. Totally turned off by that.
Its not fair for us in business school lah please. Its like 30% of ITE rians in biz gotten the place.
Whereas 80% engineering students got it. Pfft! But then im considering taking Part time Diploma in Business Administration AGAIN. Haha! Hoping for the best.

Too much to talk about what happened in life and whatnots. To make short im Happy with my life and all the peoplearound me. And oh, yesterday was Mom's 40th birthday. Mom is still as healthy and as young as ever. Alhamdulillah. She's my superwoman and im blessed to have such mom.
When i grow up, i wanna be just like her. Insyaallah!

Oh hey, someone's starting school tomorrow yo! Haha, well i hope boyfriend really study and not doing something that he shouldnt do. He knows that im sure. Or else... i'll kill you. HAHA kidding.
How can i stay mad on someone like him? My clown.

Meeting my sister wirda later on. This girl, another one.
Always turn me into crazy girl at times.
Muah!

Ok people i gotta go.
Bye.