"Once I care about you, i will never stop." 

Had a movie date yesterday. The Conjuring. As usual, boyfriend said its not scary. When i actually screamed in the cinema. Hahaha! However, i felt a bit relieve. What i had to say, i just did. But the results of what i said.. I dont know. Somehow i felt like its nothing ? Ok cut it off. I'll leave it to Him .

So my Step Grandmother and my Brother Hendra was admitted in the hospital. May both of you be fine and well soon insyaallah. Me myself isnt being that well these days. Have been coughing blood. Ewwness. It should be the cause of heaty huh. 

Anyway my week was good ! It feels awesome to work with lovable people. I should have joined FNC like forever seh. I know i cant and i wont be staying with FNC till death, but it hurts to leave them one day. Hais! I hope everyone will gather at the staff party next month. Cuz it will def be my last staff party before i get a full time job. Pfft... 

Bad dreams totally sucks. It's been haunting me day and night. I overthink things that dont happen and felt like it will 

Ya allah, guide me through it all insyaallah. 😭 I love him with all my heart. 

Everytime after prayers, i seek for Allah and said " Ya Allah, never let him love someone else and never let me fall for someone else. Cause he's near to perfect for me. Insyaallah😔" Amin.