Hi hello. It was a hospital week for me and family.. Mom have been staying in tge week for more than a week, and i hafta accompany her anyway. Right after that, i had a high fever and bodyache. Easy said, im so sick. Worst, i know im stubborn i still have the cheek to go work. Hehe! I almost collapse there, but thank you allah.. You know im sincere with my work and really gave me the strength even though im at the weakest point.. Alhamdulillah i feel much better now. 

And today was a nice and good Wetnesday at work. Just love today's weather, people and everything lah. 😁 

Im always happy when something i did was great. 

Oh school starts in like 3 weeks time? Uh oh. Im so mentally not ready. Still trying to get the mood though.. Dad have been nagging and bugging me about working fulltime. Sigh, dad just let me enjoy and happy first please? Being adult is sucha hectic . 😒 why oh why... I wanna stay like a teen and young please! 😭

Im excited with the end of my week. Im meeting my babygurls Meah and Pija for seoul garden date tomorrow. After so long lahh! At times, when we less meetup and less talk, we tend to be better and loving. Missing each other alot more for sure. 💗 Then TAIF! Meeting my two lovely sister Wirda and Nana on friday lah! Planning on going museums.. Hehe feeling2 lah .. Insyallah a good outing yeah! Its been a week lah please, im stuck at home . I miss outdoors activities .. 

The boy is out now. Hais, he's startling school next week. 😣 See syifa ni, naik lemak kan always infront of his eyes. The rindu like heat up lah... Haha! Always look forward to see him , because he can make me go Oooooo Ahhhhhh. Haha! What im tryna say is, he make me go crazy ALL THE TIME. Thats why i sayang you lah Sir.. 😘 

Ok toodles people! Goodnight 💋

Today is the 11th September. The day which full of smiles and happiness.. The day that i know i must start to give commitments, get all the trust and faith. And to love and be loved. Happy 2 years Boyfriend. Yea, we dont celebrate it like how other couples did. Even if he doesnt wished me.. I just feel that i have to be happy with today. All the ups and downs, we managed to control. And i know, definitely there's more to come. Everyday, i pray to be stronger and give me tge strength to overcome things. Alhamdulillah, Allah listens to my prayers. Amin. 

Dear Boyfriend, eventhough i overthink, i assumed too much and always nagged at you, you're always the one I turn to. You're there when im at my worst. I know how much you wanna scream at me at times, but you just wanna love me for who I am. You cheered me up with all the little things. Honestly, I just love the way you are now. A huge different from past years. You're much more lovable perhaps? Hehe. 

He aint the guy that bought me roses everytime we go out. Or maybe the guy who carries my shopping bags.. But he's the man who i see in my future. The man who take things seriously when it comes to his love ones. A man who holds on to his responsibilities. He loves his mom to the fullest, thats when i know he's the man who'll treat me well. 

May Allah bless us dear. All the challenges coming through our way, lets take it slow . Thank you for coming into my life and made a huge good change. And thank you for painting a smile on my face.. Everyday. Loving you is worth everything to me. Insyaallah.. Amin 💖

The reason why im blogging now aint because of i feel like it but im bored to death. I've been lying in bed since yesterday ok. Im down with fever, flu, sore throat and bodyaches. Sighness. But feeling much better now lah.. 

So i've ditched work today, and i have to be back at work tomorrow. And its a full shift. Uwek! Nevermind endure fa. You need money remember? Work your ass out lah. 

And oh! Hi september. I really hope this month went well and in fact turn out to be extra special maybe. Hehe! Moreover school starts in 1 month plus time . Uh oh! Money come to me cannn. 

Life? Lets look on the brighter side. The bad one i should just let it be. Life will be much better when you ignore right. Im just tired of entertaining shits all day. It doesnt make any better. 

My boyfriend will be having exams soon! Wishing him all the best, and shall not disturb him too much. But make sure he plays his part too lah! Have been playing games all day. Hmmm mintak kene jitak! Nevermind, cuz i sayang him alot 😍

I pity you somehow. Even when you hurt me deeply past years. It takes months to heal the wound. But after hearing that sad story, i felt sorry for you. Well what goes around comes around thingy? Be strong anyway. (: 

Bye peoples!👋