"So many things were left unsaid." 

Hi everyone, happy October. A good start of the month, but a cracky one on the first week. This month will be a busy one. I can call it a serious month maybe? Partly because school's startinh very soon yea! 

Alhamdulillah pay was in yesterday, so im not broke now, but will be soon literally. Sigh.. Just too many things to settle which consist money. When work, like nak pengsan. Got money suddenly finish... Blaaaah. 

So just got back from work, im sucha good girl this week huh.. No merayap or lepak. Hehe, homeed right adter work. Stay home when there's no work. Well done eh Syifa ! Mom gonna love you if youre always like this. Hehe😁

You see, life's beautiful when youre with good people. But i know im living in a world full of lies.. Now, when im at worst, i honestly have no one to turn to except Allah. Even if i have, i just cant. Because im afraid if bad histories might happen again. I just had enough of people backstabbing or hurt me deep with their sweetest smile. I just hope that by being alone makes me stronger .. "Silence will speak when words cant." 

Im still me. No change or maybe changing for the best.. But i believe that i dont need fake people to make me change.. Thank you Allah for always being there for me. 😋

No one knows what im holding on to.. Insyallah things will be just fine. Amin😌

Goodnight🌙