Good morning loves. Im having a wonderful long weekends plus plus my off day on ma birthday! But not really because if birthday. Birthday just meant a year older and a year wiser. 😁 

So i had a good night with my friends on friday night. Yeah right after school and work starts, i DONT have the right time to meet any of my friends. Its been a family month for 2 months. Even my boyfriend, we met only when he fetches me or just for few hours. So its time for a payback! Hehehe🙊 

Then had a wonderful evening with honey bee 🐝 yesterday. We, i mean ME haha, had a great birthday shopping for maself! Even if its not like alot and alot of shopping bags. So watched movie and had a long bus ride home. Its always a fruitful day with sayang. Even if my heart

feels like bursting wheneve i entertain him. Hehe! You'll always be my baby. 😘

So today i planned to bring his sisters out. But i have no idear where. Uhmmmm, we'll see how. Im missing them and nyai too. Oh nyai's food too! 😱 ahha! 

Ok lets talk about the stress part. I have 6 projects to be done with only 2 weeks of school holidays. SERIOUSLY! 😩😩 Now i love Ite please hais😢 I dont even understand what im doing nehh. 

And life? I've been going thru a lot lately. But its okay baby. I know im surrounded with BETTER friends. The older i get, its better to get things flushed away. I learn to ignore bullshits. When they're in need who do they turned to? But after what they've got, they get me into a piece of shit. Im not mad, but just to dissapointed. 

Ok done there. To be honest, im falling for iszzuan deeper. As the days pass by, he's being and showing a better him. In fact a better us. Its a lie if i would to say that we dont fight. We do but we made it up the next thing. Loving you is just too pure. I couldnt deny that the things you did just blown me away. Yes you'll always crack my brains and heart with your annoying little things. But thats what i love the most. Yeah people change, but no matter what challenges coming through our way, im staying by you i hope you do too. I love him because of Allah, and would want to be his one fine day. Insyaallah. 💕 

Stopping here.

Much love, Syifa💋

I know i have abandoned you for a long time. Am totally busy with both work and school. Will find one fine day to share it here insyaallah. 

However life is great. Even things pulls me down, i stood up and fight. I shouldnt have to be afraid of whats coming. Cause thats when i know that im strong enough to take it. Thank yoh allah for every strength you gave.  

Even my love life is beautifully growing . Alhamdulillah. Time and patience is all we need... Back real soon . ☺️👋