Period is killing me. Took Mc when i really tried not to skip work cuz i dont want my pay to be cut off /: But whatta do . Its totally a pain. Pekik pun tak guna. Hahahaaaaa. 

Anyways i almost forget, syukur alhamdulillah for passing my Econs and Environment. But this is only a few percent. I have more to come. Ya allah, please guide me through it all. I dont wanna waste my time and effort just like that. Insyallah with my love ones support i'll make it. 

Mom and dad went a five days social visit to kelantan. So here i am alone at hm as per usual. Im missing them though. I really hope that our chalet plan will be a blast. Hoping for a great holidays though i know i hafta do my project . Jeng jeng jeng. Hais .. 

And oh yeh , i had good times with boyfriend. I dragged him to anywhere i wanma go. Hehe, train to be good husband lah please. Heheh kidding.. 

Loving him deeper as days goes by. Urge of living my life with him is totally huge. I love you like a lot a lot baby. Hugs 💕

Toodles guys ! Tuck in to bed. Muah. 

Its really time for me to stay away from some people who aren't worth my time and effort. I totally had enough entertaining shits. All i do was to make things right but all THEY do was to hurt me . 

I gotta put myself a note that i DONT need people who cant accept my flaws . Let Allah settle it with them. I aint gonna curse or have a grudge. The best is keeping myself away and move on to a brighter life. Insyallah. 

I thank Allah to send me those who cares for me even when i dont put them first. Alhamdulillah. I will always remember those who brought me up when im about to fall. 🌸

It is hard to know the truth or to tell the truth. The truth is, humans are imperfect. They tend to do mistakes. And depends on the person itself, some learn and some dont. 

Im friggin tired of things that kept happening again and again. Worst its always old same story. Yes im always at fault, but at the end know that im not wrong. Assuming ? Yes that goes to them. Fugging stop that habbit. 

Said that we will always be together with ups and downs. But when we're going downwards, they aint making things better. Hatin more than talking things out. 

Honestly, i gave up. Im aint gonna runin to them seeking for forgiveness like i used to when i know im not wrong. And more im sure im not guilty of what happened. And i assure that IF things gets better, im done and over it, im not gonna entertain things like this again. 

Enough said, whatever happens, happened. Movin life alone cuz when i die, i'll dia alone. Yeah. 

However i am preciously glad that i have a Soul mate who was there at my worst. Who gave me motivation of gettin back my strength to overcome my fear. Thank you baby for those words. 

And, to my usuals who was there even when they have no idea whats going on. It was so sweet that i'll treasure it. 

Alhamdulillah for the other side of me and the good people i have. Syukur 😌

Honestly, i feel like giving up in everything i do. I dont have heart in it. I dont even know what i want in life. But surely know i have good family. But i cant be depending on them forever.. 

Soon i must have my own family and lead it. Oh Allah, just give me the chance and strength to overcome this. Insyead of giving up, please make me move on . Only to you I can ask for. Amin 😔

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! May this brand new year brings happiness in us insyaallah. I had a good countdown with Love and friends. No we aint to party. We went for a reunion yeah! 

Thanks 2013 for the sweet and bitter things. Through the good and bad times.. I managed to live life happily. Boyfriend have been my supporting tool to my success and happiness. Having a Lovely Family is all i need. Thank you allah for letting me experience life . 

Oh and im welcome to the 20TH CLUB YEAH! Hehe. Much love. 💕