It is hard to know the truth or to tell the truth. The truth is, humans are imperfect. They tend to do mistakes. And depends on the person itself, some learn and some dont. 

Im friggin tired of things that kept happening again and again. Worst its always old same story. Yes im always at fault, but at the end know that im not wrong. Assuming ? Yes that goes to them. Fugging stop that habbit. 

Said that we will always be together with ups and downs. But when we're going downwards, they aint making things better. Hatin more than talking things out. 

Honestly, i gave up. Im aint gonna runin to them seeking for forgiveness like i used to when i know im not wrong. And more im sure im not guilty of what happened. And i assure that IF things gets better, im done and over it, im not gonna entertain things like this again. 

Enough said, whatever happens, happened. Movin life alone cuz when i die, i'll dia alone. Yeah. 

However i am preciously glad that i have a Soul mate who was there at my worst. Who gave me motivation of gettin back my strength to overcome my fear. Thank you baby for those words. 

And, to my usuals who was there even when they have no idea whats going on. It was so sweet that i'll treasure it. 

Alhamdulillah for the other side of me and the good people i have. Syukur 😌